NDPPPp 2007....

*Love* for our country, u say?

this is wut i'm lookin forward to!

COLOURS filled us throughout ...






managed to watch the ndp after so many years. thanks to hui for gettin the tix! went with jenn, hui and desmond. the weather in this summer time is VERY hot. the sun the UV rays were all getting right to our skin cells, there goes our whitening regime for the past few yrs... geez. after that we had dinner at the 'zhu za tang' shop and passed by kallang just in time to catch some fireworks. they had heart shape ones!!! so pretty! then we watched die hard 4 in tampines. it was a nice show, bruce willis is still very charming.

`save me
WHAT WILL YOU DO??

now that most of us have received the gst credits for this year, maybe its puny or like money dropping from the sky. have u wondered what will u be doing with this amount of money? hmm hmm ...

list of what-i-probably-might-do :

1) Spend it in HK which i definitely will.
2) Save 20% of it.
3) more emotionally, i am willing to give up my 200 bucks this year jus to kill off the bloody asshole who stole my handphone last yr. TEAR him/her apart, whack him a 1000 times with a baseball bat, turn him upside down and rotate. if he's still alive, hope tt he will dream of himself dying every night.
4) perhaps if giving up 4 yrs of this gst stuff or more, will bring me back to the happiest years of my life, i would.

`i dunno if i miss the times or the person actually
Back to Transformers ... & rollercoaster

been working for 2 days doing rsvp calling.. quite a manageable job to do and i can tell u this is one of the best places i've worked in wahah.. good environment that doesnt stress me to the max, alot of nice smiling ppl ard.. though working hours are very short, but i really love this place and hope can get more assignments in future! yippee~~

my first day of work i woke up with a super dreadful feeling. on one hand my mind was on somebody, on the other hand, i was having some pre-first day work stress syndrome.. tehehe. can u imagine that?! its like, my mind was whirling all sorts of shit and my mood was as if i was on a rollercoaster ride. it felt like a thousand tonnes i swear.

okok, things turned out just fineeee.

watched Transformers ytd.. i've nt really watched the cartoons but i did play abit with their toys.. i remb one had a radio boxy look, and i jus enjoy cracking and turning it into Anyhow-Robots. hmm the movie was really much nicer compared to the disappointing tri-quels i've been watching the past few weeks. definitely a must watch lo! if got repeat for free i cfm wanna watch again. and the josh duhamel guy was damn cute can! i loveee the optimus prime bling bling truck wahahha. dunno whether to say it was soo exaggerating or wut. but nice!

`feelin bananas
updates ...

met up with crystal and nancy on fri for dinner in amk hub.. i was sooo fuckin late i'm so sorry girls. somehow its been a little suay and i've been a late queen! :p totally no democracy today cos i had no voting rights as to where to eat ehhh!!! so in the end after the 2 so-called bestest pigsy frens (teehehe) decided that we eat at pepper lunch and i ordered the the pepper chicken rice thingy with my fave peach tea. yummy! i love the salty rice haha. but seriously the serving of the chicken slices was damn pathetic. i felt like i was eating sliced chicks for young kiddos.

after tt we shopped ard the new mall, the clothes there were mainly for the younger teens. yawns. but we stopped by the face shop and i grabbed a bottle of nail polish. at 10% discount! hehe. very cheap oh~

and then we went to punggol park for some slacking and nonsense time.. guess we really had a great talk and a really ridiculous shit going on.. super funny bahaha. i wish we had more times like this!

and for thursday...

worked at this event in ritz carlton with jenn for a few hrs only.. wahaha.. wow its my first time stepping into the hotel and i tink service wise and deco, they are superb!! quite a nice simple event, wah makes me wanna like work sth related to it.. haha.. after work we chiong mango sales, which is super chaotic. din really spot anithing nice so went home shortly after tat.

`($_$) <3 $$$
okie dokie, met up with jenn for the porridge buffet at joaquim in suntec.. wah super cheap ah $9.80 nett. wahah.. but then we din really eat much cos porridge super filling.. we conquered 2 big bowls of porridge and some dishes like the pork thingy, eggs, veggies and some other stuff we almost surrender. but then its nv an ending without desserts! we were expecting maybe there would be some cakes or wut but nope.. there's only those soupy desserts like the black glutinous rice thing and green bean soup. the black rice one was quite ok but green bean tasted diluted. haha..

then we walked ard.. its like nth much to buy also. but they have a newly opened area filled with tons of small shops. ok then we went in search of toy room. i still prefer their old location cos they used to have lots of gashapon machines lined up nicely. now its located in this weird corner and the machines hav been reduced. BORING~~ we couldnt find the ship mates mascot thingy so after marina sq we walked down to bugis to turn the toy! haha..

i managed to get tigger and mickey and a stitch chain from another series very kawaii. total damage: 5 bucks. jenn got the stitch pirate super cute lor! haha.. but too bad, jin shi bu ru wang ri, i ain't got any money left. so we sat down in v8 and shared a cheesecake and coke. very budget afternoon tea. wahahaha.. then walk abit and go home!

`no numbers can replace your subtraction in the love formula
weekends are here finally ...

rainy day. supposed to meet up but everyone's got sth on, or the movie time clash. bahaha. super suay. so in the end, only met up with des for shoppin, dinner and movie. wah lao ck tangs was quite havoc, not to mention zara which is forever sooo messy. but ck tangs has got some great discounts, i spotted a tee but then, mo qin ah! then we walked ard awhile before heading down to bugis for dinner at v8. hiak hiak, finally i get to eat the chicken baked riceeee i'm craving for!! damn nice lahhh, the cheese and everything. also ordered chicken chop, smoothies and calamari. this is like a zillion times better than botak jones can. tsk tsk.

sibei sian since today nv buy anithing for myself, again. i decided to turn the gashapon machine! bahaha. there's this ship mates mascot by yujin+disney. super kawaiiii de lah! i managed to get POOH with the sword and a dangling chest! damn cute!! sorry i gotta rave abt this cos its super adorable, very in tune with the pirates movie. teehee. i wanna go turn more lo! then des got the cow tofu LOL

AHOY MATEE!


sigh then i saw this damn nice yellow peeptoes in topshop, but it costs like 59 bucks i forgot. no moneyyy. we watched fantastic 4 and i find it more entertaining than spiderman 3 leh. this is not so boring, with quite a number of funny scenes and more action. hmm damn sian lor nowadays weekends like basically doing the same thing, hw i wish we can go over to frens' place to cook and chill out together. spend little money and get quality time eh.

`i wish i own an apartment in the city!!!

Been workin for the past 2 days as temp receptionist.. kinda like the environment in the office, almost everyone's nice and smiling. i made a few blunders, doodled a little during free time, and stoning around till someone comes up to me.

i love working in town, cos after work can go shop! and so on tues i bought a mango blue quilted handbag geez. shioks de lor! met up with jenn and nancy ytd for dinner and a little shopping and i bought a striped cardigan, perfect for cold days and school. everywhere's having sale, loads of ppl thronging the streets, but tts as far as it gets to make me hype up abt the gss. not that it din get onto me, i'm holding on badly for my hk trip!

and so we went home, at least managed to cop sth. this is a true achievement***

`doodly-diddle-dweep

生活小点滴 。。。

我,只是一个平凡的人,寻找的,也只是一份简单的爱,希望能和自己爱的人一起走完人生的路途。。但是在现实生活里,大家都经历过,也认同这并非一朝一夕的事。。

你是我的时光机,是带我往后退的理由。不知何时何地的我,常常旋绕在自己的空间里。。你的存在,让我不知不觉地带我回到过去的我们,使我回想起在一起的美好时光。所谓的夕阳无限好,只是近黄昏,爱情也不如例外。。最值得可惜的,就是当年的回忆和对彼此的承诺。一切,也随着时间,渐渐的失去当时的那重真实感,而令我越来越麻木了。。难道承诺,是开口说了就算吗?或许当时的我们根本不知道为什么要承诺对方,又为了什么胆敢的说出这些话。。又或许当时我们的确很诚恳地答应彼此,只是现在的人,永远都对身边所拥有的人与事都容易厌倦而感到烦闷。

在这段感情里,是我人生中最美丽的时候。。虽然如此,我也哭了很多很多,我们也吵得没完没了。但我们都知道,当时我们真的很爱对方,这一切,都能遮盖所有的瑕疵。。爱的力量真得很大,我忽略了身边的朋友,而无时无刻的向着他。。我只知道我并无意要这么做,我也觉得我根本没做错,“爱”在当头,我想很多人都会把爱放在第一位。在一起很快乐,能一起到处走都无所谓。但是由始之中,我不敢对爱情抱很大的希望,因为这只会让自己在一切结束后感到非常非常痛苦。唯一能让自己好过一点,就是走一步算一步了。。

爱情,在很多人与事的交叉,往往都会碰钉子。对有些人来说,这就是向征爱的终点。我们的爱,也就这样告一段落。。 后来的几个月里,做工到一半,会忍不住跑到厕所里偷偷地哭。我觉得好像失去了存在的理由。每天早上,我根本不知道接下来到底是怎样的日子。我方佛迷失了方向,很痛很痛。。脑海里浮现德都是他,但也不知道为什么,我很怕看见他。可能我会当场流泪,也不想让任何人看见这样的我。甚至在梦里都会有他在,一醒来,面对的只是空白和眼泪。恨不得用橡皮擦一样地擦掉一切,却又舍不得。

无论做什么或去哪里,都会回想起过去。365天的痛,又有谁会感受到呢?久而久之,我也回到应该走的轨道了。虽然对这份爱已经没在抱着什么希望,但是不敢否认的是心里都永远都不会忘记它所带来的酸甜苦辣。。它也教会了我,生命里不是每一件事都能用努力换回来的。有时候,不管你再努力的咬紧牙根坚持下去,都不能得到你所要的完美结局。倒不如试着放开,或许前面还会有更美丽的彩虹。我,还在寻找。。

i've got my hands free, so i decided to do a lil bloggin. its not like i have loads of stuff happening ard me everyday but still, we do have stuff going thru our minds almost every min rite? i try to make it a point to remb though most probably at the end of the day when i wanna blog, i have already forgotten most of it. tra-la-la ...

on saturdayyyy ...
went for dinner at river valley's spize. then watched ocean's thirteen, hmm at 1st i had doubts abt watchin it cos i din watch the previous ones. then since its a weekend and it will be super intolerable to be at home doing nth, i went ahead. it was really nice and funny at some parts, great movie with great actors like george clooney! no waste ur money. then we had supper at the hong kong cafe near katong, the one beside the yummy bak chor meee. geez the last time i been there was the night i left for HK in 2005. time flies. i ate the ham&egg 'ding' noodle, it tasted jus like maggi anyway but it was nt bad cos i love maggi. and home we go!

random pics..


i like the shadow on the ground

testin ard with the cam's exposure

my chockie needs a little air-con

the shine wears offfff
jack's always sleepin ...

on second thoughts ...
ever wonder abt the phrase 'it never pays to be good'? like u be nice to ppl, they dun get it, u feelin it, it all turns out to be a waste of time and effort. wutever u've put in to make ppl go happy preppy, it jus doesn't work. there's jus no chemistry and its jus as simple as that. somehow, u need the right ppl to work the charm, not jus the right time n place. like even if u're making love at nite in the best places ever, u might not be guaranteed an ultra-uber goody feeling also. the phrase isn't right abt the 'never', its jus some "times"... if u get wut i am getting at.

`yo and behold!
i enjoy peeling quail eggs' shells.

lookin at the unopened box of betty crocker's mix and the list of ingredients needed, have u ever wondered wut kind of ingredients wud u prefer in ur ideal partner? hmm hmm...

Ingredient list for the "Ideal Boy":

0.5gm of gentleman's touch
2 teaspoons of ego
3 tablespoons of humour
1/2 cup of childlike-ness
1/2 cup of sugar-sweet
1 cup of ultra-care "washing" powder
2 cups of love-filled potion
150gms of cuddly gummy bears

(subjected to changes in proportion) mix them altogether, and wut do i get ......

YOHO!



`fancy any cakes?
went grocery shoppin today with my mum and bro. kinda reminds me of those days in hg st 21 where we used to head to the ntuc so often when we were young. i totally love grocery shopping! somehow it makes me feel hmm, satisfied and really gives a homely kind of touch, walking down the aisles and aisles of FOOD. i got the betty crocker brownie fudge mix so that perhaps i can bake it next week and if its successful, i'll share it ard! wahhaa.

there's the rocky road ice cream which suddenly i remb, that we both loved to eat so much that sometimes we shared the "gold" we found, sometimes we din. the suayest thing is i always cannot find them!! its really superrrrr yummy with its choco ice cream and bits of marshmellows inside!

i passed by cash converter and managed to dig up a cd by portishead. its damn long ago the cd but its still working well and it onli costs me $2.50! wut a good deal. bahaha. this place really have some good stuff sometimes, so i'm gonna go hunt ard for more!!

msn is kinda cork up lately, and this has contributed to my boring afternoon today becos i cant chat with jenn!! sibei sian, then i stoned ard the whole afternoon doing nth and entertaining my little cousins instead. and steamboat at nite with the fam. oh geeeez .........



`tonky wonky
weet weet its thurs already. bam bam !

went for a few interviews but so far still waiting for replies. rejected an offer cos i felt i wasn't exactly suitable for the job. it din fit me, din fit my personality. and i know the moment how ppl feel and i dun really enjoy doing things i dun feel like, for eg bugging ppl and wearing uniforms.

i finally managed to cop the mcdonald's shrek 3 gingy toy! i combed like a few outlets and all said sold out. i'm so lucky! he can talk when u press the right button. teheh. absolutely cutee. i like gingerbread man, he's so bullshit at times esp when he sings, and talks rubbish. i love pinocchio and puss and donkey! they're jus probably the most adorable bunch of animals (plus puppet) to hang out with. wahah.

i caught shrek 3 with nancy on tues, its our first movie outing together, jus the 2 of us! wahah.. its not corny, but tts jus wut girlie best frens shld do, like doing crappy things and having fun together. however i still think the previous shreks were funnier. tts the main problem with tri-quels i suppose.

peek-a-boo to my army of tofus
they have something in common :) :)
i munch, surf, and everything. btw super nice biscuits!
buh-byeee
`toys and an empire of dreams