hmmm. its quite obvious i've been feeling terrible these days due to occasional moodswing syndrome (bet some of u dunno this except my chums, haha). i cant help it ok... i get irritated at the slightest shit i encounter, everyone who says things i jus put on my cant-be-bothered face or i get sulky rather often. a very sincere apology to my dearest frens who find me disgusting recently...... very sorry. like i said, i cant help it. i really need to vent it cos i cant contain it anymore. i need to WHINE. sigh! oh yea today i went to turn the tofu! i got the mother!! this crystal gt the spy!!! wahaha ok she very lucky cos she's been wanting it and complaining. cheerios! again, i been tinking abt the hols. alrite, 1 yr pass really damn fast. i seriously hope this yr is a gd year for me, everything had better go smoother. a new hope! here's an analogy i tot of suddenly: Feelings is/are like a business cycle, it has its ups and downs, fluctuations with the passing of time. too much of econs lah. huuhuu.

`anticipation really kills.