moshi moshi!

had buffet dinner with my family at coffee lounge in goodwood park hotel. in celebration of my parent's bday, mother's & father's day and my sis to the workforce bahaha. 5-in-1! i was very excited for the buffet at goodwood park since dunno when and i finally got the chance to eat! i love the beautiful colonial style of the hotel, quiet and wide, up on the slope. the variety there wasn't that great. however, the standard and delectable food made up for the lack of variety. definitely worth the money. there were jap, chinese, western selection and with many cute little cakes!! i ate alot of crayfish btw becos it was so fresh and nice. and tried a few of the cakes ... here goes:

we've grown fat, period.

daisy's my second love!

yes, tts my dad

ham, crabstick+prawn+egg sushi, sambal salmon and pork tenderloin with baked apple & cavaldos sauce. VERY NICEEE

seafood lasagne, seabass with herbs and duck in dunno wut sauce. the duck was not very tender.

seafood lasagne. superb, i had 2 servings of it!

peanut with pork soup. very yummy too!!

my fave crayfish!!! the meat was fresh and the texture was just nice.

seafood udon. not bad! i prefer ramen more hahaha

and now it's dessert time ....

movenpick ice cream in espresso flavor. it was tooo sweet and i din really like it though the coffee taste was good. i added on those choco fudge, sprinkles and marshmellows myself. teehee

casis (blackcurrent) cake slice. niceee

banana slice. okok only cos i dun really like bananas

tiramisu!! niceee too! i like the white creamy thing

chocolate truffle and some strawberry slice. i love the truffle!!

yummy and fattening.

that's all! there's alot more stuff such as sashimi, pork knuckles, lamb chops, indian rojak, salad, barley and veggie soup, crabs and mussels which i din try cos i dun like them wahaha. there's also bread and butter pudding, and loads more cakes which i din try cos i was tooo full already. kinda wasted but well, there's always next time :)

for the moment being, i need to exercise tml morning!!!

'missed those days filled with love.

damn tired these few days cos i was working 2 days for a private fashion show event for the press at palais renaissance. my legs are still aching and numb. nonetheless, it was great exposure as i got to see how it was like to have such an event and the way thing goes ard. looking at the fashion editors, all touting at least a branded bag. geez. and i saw someone carrying the chanel handbag! i wan the 2.55, it's a classic de LOR!! but guess i will only get tt in my dreams. read urban today and i realised it costs more than 3K. BAHAHA

basically i liked the fact that i managed to see how such a fashion event was held and looking at how ppl dressed in the industry. such an opulent (and unaffordable) lifestyle, probably not for me to own, unless i make big bucks.

`watashi no yume wa nan desu ka?

yoohoo.

i finally got my results! damn happy!! nv fail any modules and i managed to get mainly Bs- and an A- this sem. no Cs!!! weeeeeet~~ though my cap onli increased by a wee bit, i'm still glad it did! work harder next sem again!

watched pirates of the carribean 3 ytd with the peeps. found it so-so only, not as exciting and funny as the previous ones.. so it made me a little disappointed with the storyline cos there were some parts that were sort of hanging ard. HOWever, with the super cute actors such as johnny depp and orlando bloom, i'm more than satisfied! bahaha. will turner suddenly became so "latino" look with his bandana and get-up, sheesh so handsome!

anyway before tt, i had dinner with my family in sk and then met up with des, walk abit in topshop then go eat AGAIN at nydc. my 1st time eating here and its super fattening i tell ya! we ordered 3 stuff, the chicken blanket, blueberry ice blended elephancino and the jedi mudster mudpie.




this tasted very normal.

very nice with 2 malteser sweets inside!

`i love choco fudge and ice cream

today, do you still understand how i am?

"Gravity"

Honey, It's been a long time coming
And I can't stop now
Such a long time running
And I can't stop now
Do you hear my heart beating
Can you hear that sound
Cause I can't help thinking
And I don't look down

And then I looked up at the sun
And I could see Oh the way that gravity turns for you and me
And then I looked up at the sky and saw the sun
And the way that gravity pulls on everyone, on everyone

Baby, It's been a long time waiting
Such a long, long time
And I can't stop smiling
No I can't stop now
And do you hear my heart beating
Ah can you hear that sound
Cause I can't help crying
And I won't look down

And then I looked up at the sun and I could see
Oh the way that gravity turns on you and me
And then I looked up at the sun and saw the sky
And the way that gravity pulls on you and I, on you and I

Can you hear my heart beating
Can you hear that sound
Cause I can't help crying
And I wont look down

`i still cant help myself to feeling bad, sad, melancholic and stuff all over again. everyone, everything, around me ignites, ignites and ignites ... but it will be a fleeting feeling. anyways, love is only a feeling.

updates ..

last sat went to bedok for steamboat with des and kr at the coffeeshop with the big tv. wow the steamboat soup was yummmy! and the spring chicken was very nice! it's been so long since i ate sth really filling. after tt supposed to wait for jerry who din come in the end, we went to des house to watch movies. we watched russell peters, bobby and a series of unfortunate events. very nice movies, and many lessons to learn.

food is an outlet for moodswings. like meiji chocolate can make me happier!

an overdue pic at vienna, very nice buffet dinner there!
the chawanmushi was good.


bobby, not the one in the movie, but the name i so used to look forward to seeing in my phone, the one who existed in the name of love but soon became just an empty shell.

anyway, it was quite relaxing than to go out shopping or do nth in town. sg is really BORING and i cant wait to get out sooon!! july pls come faster!!! i hope i can get to eat buffet at goodwood park this weekend.

`boring boring

celebrated mother's day on sunday 13th may. went to tunglok lao beijing at novena square.. 2 words to give: disappointed and sub-standard. geez. i was expecting very nice food but i swear all these dishes tasted much better when i last ate them in shanghai and beijing!!! i would rather eat a simple zi char at the coffeeshop downstairs. bahaha. there was the crab meat soup with dunno wut, Peking duck, long beans (aka si ji dou), crabs, meat with beijing sauce, some too garlicky steamed prawns, and some other dishes which i din take note of. the most delicious one i supposed was the dessert: red bean pancake (hong dou jian bing).

geez. anyway, here's a few pics of the dishes.

this is the soup with the crab meat. i wonder issit shark's fins? nt sure hahaa.

din try this

looks wormy, but its okok.

i don't have "kou-fu" for this whole week i guess~~ happy mother's day to all the wonderful mums in the world!

status: bumming around

gosh, i'm currently very unemployed. so almost everyday i'm bumming ard, watching suspense-filled hk drama The Brink of Law for the past few days and im done with it already. full of twists but i dislike the ending becos gd guy ron ng died! reminds me of the story i read in pri sch, "good people die young". sheesh.

anyway ppl, beware of falling trees! they kill. so now besides looking left and right, look up too :) wahaha. jus now nancy and i were so excited talking abt hk trip!! cant wait for july to come soon... lalala. and we were talking abt the new F4's name called jvkv or sth.. then it appears to us sounding like KLJW aka ka lan jiao wei. wut a weird name. i rather they stick to F4 instead. so cheesy!

'i need a job please!!

i've jus watched half of chungking express by wong kar wai. its more of an arty film, it doesn't hv as much dialogue as a normal film. i feel it does not show u anything new, but it regurgitates wut i hv actually thought about before and the film puts it into place. it gives its take on love and many other things, relates them as though all of these had an expiry date.. and takeshi kaneshiro asks if there's anything else in this world that doesn't expires. not that i have experienced or seen yet, afterall i wun be here after a million years later, somehow it doesn't matter already. apparently there isnt one tt lasts forever, not in the film, not in the reality. love does expires, doesn't it?

Here i am on a boring saturday. was supposed to go out for mother's day dinner but jus as i got ready to go, i get a fuckin stomachache. geez. tt got me really pissed off and tired at the same time. what a shit, literally.

hv u ever wondered sometimes maybe even the friends dun care for u as much as u think they would be. its like love, and u're struggling to make the love go and come together, balanced. when u get a partner, somehow whether fren care for u anot isn't as prioritized as before, becos who u are truly desiring the care from is right there. everyone is so damn bloody egoistic and self-centred. so in conclusion, u shldn't care too much for the ppl u care abt but who doesn't care for u, or as much. or maybe in the first place, u're just a pot calling a kettle black?

`i hate pain

fresh new look for bummers like me. all along its been black black and still black. now i'm feelin a little summer mood, so here it is! for my exams, i jus hope can pass all and hopefully my gpa doesnt drop alot.. after exams i was rushing to watch the sassy girl chun hyang and i managed to finish watching all 16 epi in 3 days. tts great and the show was damn nice and funny!! the girl is VERY pretty. sigh sigh. anyway been tryin to look for jobs for the past 2 days and its really getting on my nerves becos i need money!! jenn and me like super sian... haha.. wah anyway jenn n hui jus came back from jpn and their buys are like alot! now how i wish i can go jpn next yr if possible. bahaha.. guess its time to read 1001 ways to earn big bucks.

so jenn helped me to get the MM spice powder and frozen splash eyes and hp bling blings! yay! sian man.. if i can go, i cfm will go chiong VW and tsumori and porter bag provided i hv money lol... their VW makeup counter is so nice!



and one good news is i will be goin HK this july with NANCY!! finally after so many years of besties, we can go overseas together!! shiok shiok gonna chiong shopping in 4 days, hope we hv enuff time though haha.. i will wake up early i promise!

but i need a job first.

weet so fast its thurs.. bam bam !

been goin a few interviews but still not much replies or either i need to wait. i jus rejected one job offer cos i dun think it really suit me, my personality. i care abt ppl's feelings and i definitely dun wanna do things tt is not exactly the usual stuff i do; i dun like bugging ppl.

i'm so happy i finally managed to cop the mcdonald's shrek 3 gingy toy! super cuteee and he makes sounds when u press the right button. teheh. i love his rantings and he's so bullshit in the movie. totally love him!! and puss and pinocchio and donkey. they're jus the most adorable bunch of animals (plus puppet) to be with i guess?

anyway, i watched shrek 3 with dearest nancy. its our 1st hmm movie together, jus both of us, bahahah i'm not trying to sound lesbiany here but this is wut besties should do: do things and have fun together aiite! i tried the crunchy M&M, not bad though, tasted a lil bit like maltesers.

they hv sth in common: they are baked in the oven and crumbly

i do basically everything on my bed, including munchin on these yummy biscuits

peek-a-boo to the army of tofus

buh-bye

`toys and an empire

i used to think of love so much, everytime i did, it jus made me regret alot of things.. alot of things i cud have not done it, things that i cud have done to make it better, i din. but becos its been over for a long time, i realised the pain was not as prominent as before, it wasn't as hurtful, i din seem to mind it anymore. slowly i am already forsaking the love i hold onto, not becos it was useless to me but looking at things the way it is, i suppose it will be the best way out for me.

and all these tt i was goin thru, maybe only a few will really noe how hard it is to let go of sth.. and this is not talkin abt letting go temporarily, it is indefinitely. first love, and precisely all the uncountable first-times together, cannot be let go as easily as u think. they were wonderful moments, very unforgettable perhaps in my whole lifetime. but this love i have, is fading. it jus feels like i'm watching the sunset every end of the day. its pointless after too long a period. one day i jus have to turn around and walk away..

and i am. letting go is not forgetting abt everything, its abt starting life afresh, all the love and memories kept in the head but not the heart anymore. if not, the pain is gonna return somehow.. ultimately i will miss those sweet times but i will not let it take control over my emotions again.

`counting down to the end of 4 and the half years.