Holla everyone! I noe this is coming a little late but a belated merry xmas! though i was already back in sg since xmas day, i was too lazy to blog and post up pictures. busy packing stuff and bidding my modules for next sem. well, i was glad to be able to pass all my modules and i hope to pull up my CAP for the next coming sems! before i go on blabbering about anything else, let the not-so-perfect pictures do abit of erm talking ok.


1st time midnight flight on SQ hiak.


my sis and i

in the maglev train in pudong

chenghuangmiao which has nth much inside but ALOT more outside and which i din go.

Han san si temple

Hotel room

this has a purpose of delusioning the ppl in the olden days becos they have a diff view for every window

Wu zhen

nice scenery and TREES

Hanlin academy

i love the wallpapers!



Nanjing

bustling place with many shops!

practising opera singing in the morn

my cousins

shanghai



our dinner. VERY nice food.



shanghai bund






TO BE CONTINUED.

Before i leave, here's 2 of my best moments of in life:

HK 2006

God noes how much i miss this place..

Above the skies

in the bus tram 'ding ding'

look at the AMOUNT of toys on display they are so damn cute!

i wish my cam was 1000 times better than this

at JUICE

TST with loveeee



AND my favorite restaurant in HK!

some loots

and lastly, i wished my cam was as good as this from nancy's SLR.

HK 2005




i like the neon boards

if u look closer, u'll realise there's a freaking load of ppl in front



ocean park! i din dare to try TAT ride though. hee

wuts this? its SOOO big and grumpy

and this is a real fish btw. not cartoon nemo wahah.
one of the best streets in HK

"There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle." -- Albert Einstein

when the eyes look further away, the heart follows...

Finally exams are over. General bio paper sucks for being so hard. i dunno why some ppl can leave so early or shake their legs but perhaps they are the so-called elites. after weeks of hibernation, the time has come for me to RELAX and enjoy myself. so i met up with nancy to rush to the shiseido sale! we both had some loots! i got myself whitia samples and ettusais oil free foundation, its super worth the money ok! usual price of the powder i tink abt 50 but we got it for 23bucks! then nancy went back today and i asked her to help me get the pre acne sheets too. hee. so now, i'm jus waiting for fri to arrive and then i will be off to the airport! i hope this trip will be fruitful in the sense that there's many nice stuff to shop and probably a good time for me to do some reflections..

站在大丸前细心看看我的路
再下个车站到天后当然最好
但华丽的星途途中一旦畏高
背后会否还有他拥抱
在百德新街的爱侣
面上有种顾晄自豪
在台上任我唱未必风光更好
人气不过肥皂泡

即使有天开个唱谁又要唱
他不可到现场仍然仿似白活一场
不恋爱教我怎样唱

几多爱歌给我唱还是勉强
台前如何发亮
难及给最爱在耳边低声温柔地唱

白日梦飞翔永不太远太抽象
最后变天后变新娘都是理想
在时代的广场谁都总会有奖
我没有歌迷有他景仰

在百德新街的爱侣
面上有种顾晄自豪在台上
任我唱未必风光更好
人气不过肥皂泡 ha..

即使有天开个唱谁又要唱
他不可到现场
仍然仿似白活一场
不恋爱教我怎样唱

几多爱歌给我唱还是勉强
台前如何发亮
难及给最爱在耳边低声温柔地唱
其实心里最大理想
跟他归家为他唱

i love this song. u need to view it in unicode. oh man I MISS HK ahhhh~~~ wanna hurry go back there AGAIN next year! though i'll be off soon, HK is still my number 1. HAHAH.

ytd i was flipping thru the old photos, made me realise how much time i've lost, how much time has passed me by, how much friendship and love grew and dissipated all these years.. we girls have grown up alot, stood by each other, a little conflicts here and there but at the end of the days, we're best friends! all the fun times we've been thru makes me feel like crying. not becos i'm sad but becos we did "owned" such moments at least, in our lives. i saw the fun i had in the wax museum in hk, posing with the fake MM and bruce lee, etc. it was really really heart-wrenching to truly realise these were all lost cause. whenever i think, it feels like sth's stuck in my throat.

sigh i can be such a loser sometimes.. anyway, i will miss my dearest frens when i'm off! will try my best to get sth nice for u all (if i had enuff cash hiak hiak) ..

`smashing pumpkins

3 down, 2 to go..

Die ah die.. my econs and stats papers gonna fail... sigh.. i shld hv copied out answers steps into my cheat sheet instead of formulas! i learnt a lesson, but pls let me have a pass for all modules at least please!!! I am desperate. If i gonna get kicked out of school or repeat my module, its the most demoralising thing thats gonna happen to me, ever. this is the ultimate stress level.. the worst kinda exams i've taken. worst than driving test!

anyway, mno was ok, hope i can at least get a B for it.. i realised i cannot do maths related subjects. in poly everything was easy to comprehend and DO if u put in some effort but down here in uni i guess its more of a consistency in learning thing. geez. a discrepancy in the level i am gonna overcome it if given the chance for next sem! gambatte ah!! *pray hard*

i thought about many things during my weeks of confinement.. yes, it drives me crazy to be trapped at home. U noe its been bloody 20 years and what have i accomplished? how do u define accomplishment? i havent found an exact answer yet. but for now it would be to earn big bucks, get a good exciting job/housewife and get married HAHA. perhaps it is a tad too cliche but this is my dream. all in all, i just wanna get intimate with happiness and these are my tools towards attaining that coveted feeling. but these things wasn't just wut i have understood. my long fruitless wait, the pains of going thru those moments just get on my nerves. why am i still doing this? until sth happened, and i finally am determined to say i give up thinking abt it anymore. this is the end of a long dream or nightmare if u call it.

while working in iras i still remb jx said it takes 3 years to forget 1 year of a relationship. though it sounds not quite logical, but if he's correct then it will take me more than 3 years to do so. So WHAT NOW! i must not carry those emotional baggage any further. i am feeling hunched already. After going to uni, alot of ppl have been asking things like 'why nv find bf', 'why cannot find' or why u still single this and that. even my uncle asked me that. how the hell am i gonna answer these senseless stuff. its not that thing abt having a bf tts nonsensical, but rather why do they take for granted i HAVE to find one in uni? i thought abt it quite a long while u noe, plus i was talking to bridget abt it ytd. First thing is that i have NOT met the right one. second, i tink uni life's too busy to focus on finding a bf than to do my projects. of cos if he comes along then great, if not, then wut can i do really. THIRD, i dun really socialise much in uni cos its pretty much boring to stay in sch so i make it a point to have lessons straight and leave asap. Not like TP where things are so much relaxed and fun. lastly, i dun jus grab any guys that come along! *yawns*

There's this newspaper article which mentioned abt girls who slept ard are termed door "knobs" in clubs. the rationale behind was that many guys already had their "turn(s)" at the "knobs". quite cool now tt ppl dun blatantly use the word "Cheap".

`Anyway i miss those days in secondary school and poly!! so FUN so FUn Fun fun......

state of mind: filled with 150, 20, Price, Quantity and ....

i jus realised my exam papers aint today. its on tues! phew. imagine i made tt stupid long journey down jus to noe i'm here on the wrong day wrong time! not 1st time, this is the 2nd time i made such a mistake.. those o lvl days. bleah. i've been at home the whole damn week studying and this is so crazy! I still don't know how to solve my econs questions after much mugging and practising and practising. goodness~

no love to make, no love to share, so the only thing i turn to to make myself spiritually happy is to do some online shopping. well, i had no choice really. i am trapped at home, studying for exams, and my hands are itching. I'm glad to say i jus ordered a junkfood tee on friday balala! hope i can get it ard xmas period.. right now i'm putting the verona on hold first. hiakk. budget constraint ok! anyway ian thorpe is retiring at 24, probably has earned enough to support him for the whole life. he was my idol and i was crazy!!!!

`delirious dreams

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lucky 18?

i've many grouses recently. sometimes it jus irritates me when:

1) the bus is like a freezer (BC not considerate enough)
2) the bus is so slow-moving (i don't noe why)
3) a feeder bus has such a long waiting interval (dun make sense either)

price rises and the service standard is not making much improvement either. a freaking feeder bus takes an even longer time to arrive than other less regular buses!! those people behind me in the queue were also complaining why its taking so long to arrive. now, isn't it not too late to start improving please? the poor old folks standing there for so long in the aircon interchange, carrying so many stuff, and the bus doesnt come any sooner. and soon ENOUGH next year, GST is increasing to 7% and footshopping is increasing the birks prices too. SIGH. but luckily most of the time now we're doing online shopping and save us some costs. geez.

H&M has some really gorgeous tops and dresses, and i love it so much! too bad they are only opening in hk and shanghai but not in sg. next year go hk mus visit and i hope they're already opened by then.



I totally love Ashley Simpson's wonderfully simple outfit here, and her balenciaga quilted bag!!!! and her hair! sometimes it makes me wish that we have 4 seasons down here, and then we can dress all sorts of stuff.

`why are u like tat?

4 lovely dwarves!

God, how time passes. One sem is almost over soon, with the exams round the corners at the end of the month till dec! boring and i cant wait to get over it soon. but whenever i tink that i have so much things to catch up with, the endless webcasts i am going to watch and my neck breaking. Bummer! This is wut happens when u taste sweetness in the beginning and now u're getting some bitter treatment for enjoyin first. Hurr. Anyway last sat was spent celebrating drk's bday. Went to cine for dinner at the chicago's steakhouse. the food was okok onli but quite filling. then later we went to acid bar to chill out with the guys. omg alley bar tat place is sooo damn nice and pretty! the lights and the shophouses looked so great and retrospective in some ways..

how sheepish HAHA

Few days ago, went to geylang for dim sum dinner and dou jiang you tiao. super yummy meal. as we walked down the streets, i'm reminded of those fun days eating there, minus the glares. Sigh~ everything jus has to be so OVER. and we headed to nancy's house to slack ard. i almost died looking at the pri and sec sch pictures, kinda corny but funny how much we all had changed since years ago.

`i am gonna work hard for my modules and try not to be so carelesssssss again!

Hey peeps. Its friday! Bought a zara fur jacket and sweater and topshop armwarmers and jogger pants!!! got long johns and gloves too. HAHA. ok it feels damn great.

Next, u mus really watch this video abt this indian NTU lecturer cos its damn bloody funny. WAHHAHA. he's damn cool abt it.



roses are red, violets are blue, the lesser ur hair, the sexier you get.

hear carefully abt wut he says. there's some jokes not so obvious hahhaha.

MUST WATCH I TELL YA!!!!!!

anyone still remember those primary or sec days? when we all had so much fun together, playing games, running ard, gossiping abt ppl, laughing at teachers and those ever-enjoyable field trips!! like i love to say, those were the days. we were all so innocent, less troubles, no much desires, jus living our days as it is.. no stress! except for o lvls. on wed, i had my marketing presentation. now i really think ah, i made a right choice going to poly. enuff said. after that i went to sci centre for this imax deep sea show and some exhibitions field trip. wow i din noe sci centre could be so fun!! there's alot of playthings for physics, human body, etc. its damn funnnnn exploring ard.. i feel like i went to some themepark eh. haha. but the imax show abt the sea was a little boring cos it wasnt as nice as i imagined the show would be. but the dome shape cinema was magnificent, its like damn fantasy when u sit in there, u feel like u wud be in for a good time. too bad my phone cam couldn't take a wide angle pic of the cool dome. barf!

Control room is damn cool

The film roll is DAMN BIG

The gallery of posters

Some shells

Note the pink one in the middle is my favorite! after the show, we went for some exhibitions and then here comes the inevitable part of the trip: to queue behind sec sch kids. somehow it feels funny cos we're in uni and those sec sch ppl look at us like we're idiots.. haha. ok nvm, the saying goes learning is a lifelong thing! then later, heavy rain came. its always my favorite thing to look out on the roads in a bus or car when its raining. i love doing tat. somehow, it makes me feel at peace, the splattering rainy sounds, and the cars zooming past. and i will think alot, reflecting abt the days tat had gone by, too fast.