All I Want For Christmas Is You ...

hello i'm back from bkk! had fun with my family even though the clothes over there were quite sucky, alot of winterwear also. i guess its the season thingy :( i only bought 5 tops and mainly miscellaneous like bags, skincare stuff. guys stuff were even worse, not for 21 yrs olds like us. hahaha. wanted to buy things back for the guys but then the stuff weren't nice at all... so came back empty handed for them :(:((( very disappointed with the shopping. but still, its very cheap compared to sg! the first nite i encountered cockroaches in the toilet, so we moved up to the 17th floor which was much better! the hotel was very convenient to many shopping areas +point. breakfast buffet was all right cos i'm sick of it after 3 consecutive days of eating it. bahaha. i love the walking, the exploring, the excitement of people watching and new places. many things we cant see here.

on the overhead bridge there were kids kneeling and begging for money, i felt very sad for them. when we were kids we had many things, our barbie dolls, transformers, hot wheels and polly pockets. and then i think back on the things that they dun have and whats more, begging for money just to eat. it's a sour feeling. we keep talking abt our xmas presents, what we want endlessly, but here there are people who are starving and ask for nothing more other than money and food to keep them going. ashamed, ashamed.

i noe its all about talkin and then reverting back to my old ways. but at certain moments, i tink i shld cut down on my take-it-for-granted attitude. before this post i was going to post a whole load of shit. now i think i will just ask for love and warmth from the people around me and for everybody not to be sad for as much as they think they ought to be.

`all i want for christmas at the end of this post would still be you, whoever you may be, the one till the very very end.