Merry Christmas!
met up with des first before meeting the rest at bedok and heading to giant for dinner. watched that 70's show after a long long time since i last saw it on tv. does anyone seriously noe how funny is that?!!! i love the characters in it, and tats hw i first knew who's ashton kutcher. hohoho.
bought some chips and drinks. we played games, play with the dogs, did a movie marathon at hui's house till abt 6am. quite alright and cozy! no need to squeeze outside with the crowd. the dogs damn cute lahhh!!!! makes me feel like having one too.
went to my yishun grandma hse on xmas. on my way home on my uncle's lorry near the seletar airport, the night sky was so clear with the stars splattered all over it. the wind was blowing strong, while listening to Torn. i don't know what was it about that moment of stars, song, wind that made me so emo all of a sudden.
`i wanna watch p.s. i love you!!!
All I Want For Christmas Is You ...
hello i'm back from bkk! had fun with my family even though the clothes over there were quite sucky, alot of winterwear also. i guess its the season thingy :( i only bought 5 tops and mainly miscellaneous like bags, skincare stuff. guys stuff were even worse, not for 21 yrs olds like us. hahaha. wanted to buy things back for the guys but then the stuff weren't nice at all... so came back empty handed for them :(:((( very disappointed with the shopping. but still, its very cheap compared to sg! the first nite i encountered cockroaches in the toilet, so we moved up to the 17th floor which was much better! the hotel was very convenient to many shopping areas +point. breakfast buffet was all right cos i'm sick of it after 3 consecutive days of eating it. bahaha. i love the walking, the exploring, the excitement of people watching and new places. many things we cant see here.
on the overhead bridge there were kids kneeling and begging for money, i felt very sad for them. when we were kids we had many things, our barbie dolls, transformers, hot wheels and polly pockets. and then i think back on the things that they dun have and whats more, begging for money just to eat. it's a sour feeling. we keep talking abt our xmas presents, what we want endlessly, but here there are people who are starving and ask for nothing more other than money and food to keep them going. ashamed, ashamed.
i noe its all about talkin and then reverting back to my old ways. but at certain moments, i tink i shld cut down on my take-it-for-granted attitude. before this post i was going to post a whole load of shit. now i think i will just ask for love and warmth from the people around me and for everybody not to be sad for as much as they think they ought to be.
`all i want for christmas at the end of this post would still be you, whoever you may be, the one till the very very end.
hello i'm back from bkk! had fun with my family even though the clothes over there were quite sucky, alot of winterwear also. i guess its the season thingy :( i only bought 5 tops and mainly miscellaneous like bags, skincare stuff. guys stuff were even worse, not for 21 yrs olds like us. hahaha. wanted to buy things back for the guys but then the stuff weren't nice at all... so came back empty handed for them :(:((( very disappointed with the shopping. but still, its very cheap compared to sg! the first nite i encountered cockroaches in the toilet, so we moved up to the 17th floor which was much better! the hotel was very convenient to many shopping areas +point. breakfast buffet was all right cos i'm sick of it after 3 consecutive days of eating it. bahaha. i love the walking, the exploring, the excitement of people watching and new places. many things we cant see here.
on the overhead bridge there were kids kneeling and begging for money, i felt very sad for them. when we were kids we had many things, our barbie dolls, transformers, hot wheels and polly pockets. and then i think back on the things that they dun have and whats more, begging for money just to eat. it's a sour feeling. we keep talking abt our xmas presents, what we want endlessly, but here there are people who are starving and ask for nothing more other than money and food to keep them going. ashamed, ashamed.
i noe its all about talkin and then reverting back to my old ways. but at certain moments, i tink i shld cut down on my take-it-for-granted attitude. before this post i was going to post a whole load of shit. now i think i will just ask for love and warmth from the people around me and for everybody not to be sad for as much as they think they ought to be.
`all i want for christmas at the end of this post would still be you, whoever you may be, the one till the very very end.
something's been ringing ...
Four-minute rebellion
Three more inches of hair
Is a whole fucking world
Of rebellion.
Happy, happy, I will forget
So many things which are bad
Which leaves me only with good thoughts..
Why are you staring at me?
You're breaking my nose from 25 feet.
Are you really that small?
Talking to you now
Is the easiest thing
In all of fucking hell.
Slowly turning the key,
Am I going or flowing
Out?
Why are you staring at me?
You're breaking my nose from 25 feet.
Are you really that small?
All this day is a beautiful lie..
People say what they will to get by.
All I'm guess into that song
Lucky four minute rebellion
normal(real)-ity
there's so much i wanna say, yet somehow i feel its very hard to put them into mere words. i was watching coffee prince over the weekend, and its really very nice! it was the usual love thing, but there's much more to it, about the art of coffee, love beyond the conventional and agape. gongyoo was so funny, so faithful, so wonderful and so cute. okay i noe its getting kind of whiny. the guys in the show were all damn funny haha and they were really great buddies. life wouldn't be so boring with these ppl ard. well well ...
anyway went to the lawn with drk on tues. nice stuff they have over there. guess will be going back there again for new year clothes! then had late lunch at bedok inter, its been so long since i've eaten there and much better food than i have it over my house area. boohoo~
`counting down to monday
there's so much i wanna say, yet somehow i feel its very hard to put them into mere words. i was watching coffee prince over the weekend, and its really very nice! it was the usual love thing, but there's much more to it, about the art of coffee, love beyond the conventional and agape. gongyoo was so funny, so faithful, so wonderful and so cute. okay i noe its getting kind of whiny. the guys in the show were all damn funny haha and they were really great buddies. life wouldn't be so boring with these ppl ard. well well ...
anyway went to the lawn with drk on tues. nice stuff they have over there. guess will be going back there again for new year clothes! then had late lunch at bedok inter, its been so long since i've eaten there and much better food than i have it over my house area. boohoo~
`counting down to monday
Yellow Mellow
love
lighthearted bickers
breakfast together in the bright sunny morning in the balcony
wrestling
melt-your-heart morning calls
piggybacks
cooking for each other
lying on the benches when sun sets
being an umbrella rain or shine
kicking legs under the table
love-filled hugs
and faith.
`in search of somebody who really knows
love
lighthearted bickers
breakfast together in the bright sunny morning in the balcony
wrestling
melt-your-heart morning calls
piggybacks
cooking for each other
lying on the benches when sun sets
being an umbrella rain or shine
kicking legs under the table
love-filled hugs
and faith.
`in search of somebody who really knows
the Yays and Nays of life
the year has passed so fast. 1 day 1 day 1 year and another. in weeks to come, we have christmas and then new year's day. the xmas lightings are up and somehow i kinda like the white lights on the trees this year. then it reminds me of white xmas. when will i ever get to spend a white xmas?! i used to remb reading those stories of xmas in Rockefeller centre and the ice-skating rinks. cold weather, sitting by the fireplace, singing along to the tunes of xmas carols. sigh.
ok digressing a little, there's sales everywhere but seems like there's nth much to buy. right after exams i alrd spend money on signing package and whatnots. i'd probably hide the card somewhere inconvenient to take. talkin abt sales there's really long queues especially at those branded preview sales. i wud rather queue for free starbucks coffee. jus today alone i saw like at least 10 bags of the same brand or even designs. i'm not earning money so i cant comment much abt it. but just by looking at the number of ppl toting it ard, it leaves much to be said abt the exclusivity. maybe everyone's getting richer except for me. blahhh blah blah
met up with nancy and crystal after such a long timeee! i tink we will become very whiny when we start working. and seriously crystal i cant wait to see wut becomes of u in a few mths time down the road! wahahah. oh yeah i'll be going bkk for a short trip with my family on the 17th! hope there's loads of stuff to buy back. cant wait cant wait!!
`hoorah-rah
the year has passed so fast. 1 day 1 day 1 year and another. in weeks to come, we have christmas and then new year's day. the xmas lightings are up and somehow i kinda like the white lights on the trees this year. then it reminds me of white xmas. when will i ever get to spend a white xmas?! i used to remb reading those stories of xmas in Rockefeller centre and the ice-skating rinks. cold weather, sitting by the fireplace, singing along to the tunes of xmas carols. sigh.
ok digressing a little, there's sales everywhere but seems like there's nth much to buy. right after exams i alrd spend money on signing package and whatnots. i'd probably hide the card somewhere inconvenient to take. talkin abt sales there's really long queues especially at those branded preview sales. i wud rather queue for free starbucks coffee. jus today alone i saw like at least 10 bags of the same brand or even designs. i'm not earning money so i cant comment much abt it. but just by looking at the number of ppl toting it ard, it leaves much to be said abt the exclusivity. maybe everyone's getting richer except for me. blahhh blah blah
met up with nancy and crystal after such a long timeee! i tink we will become very whiny when we start working. and seriously crystal i cant wait to see wut becomes of u in a few mths time down the road! wahahah. oh yeah i'll be going bkk for a short trip with my family on the 17th! hope there's loads of stuff to buy back. cant wait cant wait!!
`hoorah-rah
BLAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
exams are finally over. it's been a damn bloody long wait ever since i started revising 3 weeks ago. really really crappy lah! for exams i really stayed home most of the time, onli going out for dinner once a week when mom's not cooking. u may think it's a torture (i think so too), but every second counts! meals are not so impt since i dun feel VERY hungry....
but over these past weeks i've been feelin overwhelmed by the revision and running out of patience for studying. i used to put in every brain juice for my exams but now if i am stuck at any qn i find myself giving up quite easily. EFFORT, where has it gone to?! and now i must embark on a personal journey of reflection with myself ...
`wake up wake up
exams are finally over. it's been a damn bloody long wait ever since i started revising 3 weeks ago. really really crappy lah! for exams i really stayed home most of the time, onli going out for dinner once a week when mom's not cooking. u may think it's a torture (i think so too), but every second counts! meals are not so impt since i dun feel VERY hungry....
but over these past weeks i've been feelin overwhelmed by the revision and running out of patience for studying. i used to put in every brain juice for my exams but now if i am stuck at any qn i find myself giving up quite easily. EFFORT, where has it gone to?! and now i must embark on a personal journey of reflection with myself ...
`wake up wake up