UPDATES.. MY DAYS

heyyy. it's been a long while. was quite busy with school stuff recently and thinking hard on the bday stuff. so in the end i choose to celebrate it separately cos it will be easier for me too. Jenn and Hui is in the land of OZ now, i'm so envious! wonder wut stuff they will bring back from there lol.. i hope they can find the gingerbread man soft toy. bahaha.. i've been lemming for it since dunno when.

sch's been more fun this sem with the group, we're always talkin & laughing so much. life in sch wud be soooo boring w/o them. REAL perks. but wut i detest most is the tutorials and my mini ppt on thurs. feeling really dreadful right now cos i'm afraid i'll jus screw up at the most critical moment. u noe things start whirling ard, hands trembling and then if i lose my train of thoughts, basically u can see the changed look on my face: fucked up.

and then it comes to a conclusion that life really kinda goes downhill without a proper bf. now my biggest wish of the millenium (though its long over) will be to find a love/companion. very corny but yes! i'd rather pepper my life with endless bickers and sweet talks than to live it the quiet peaceful way it is now. but of course tt doesnt mean i'm jus gonna be with anyone who's there u see. occasionally i'll still miss the boy very much even if he doesn't come first to my mind now whenever i'm in distress. tats a great leap forward i guess, after so long. anyway its just memories lahh.

ohh yeah i will be going for eyelash extension this coming tues, i really really hope it will turn out nice! wah really saves all the trouble of piling on mascaras and then spend time removing it again at the end of the day. YIPPEE, it suddenly sounds like i've got something new to do.

'7 days more to go