ever asked urself: are u significant or do u make a difference ?

when u have no idea, that's where it makes a difference. becos people are more often than not don't make u feel that way, not a tiny weenie bit, for what u have done for them.

for all the hard work u've put in, the love u sacrificed for the so-called forever, the blood u bled and "dried up" later, is getting nowhere. just when u have wept ur very last, nobody noes.

the anger u contained in urself, for receiving all this shit u weren't supposed to be getting, the privileges u abnegated, u question urself why are u doing all these. do we really have to face up to the fact that we have choices in life or that life is beyond our control at all?

we ain't rational all the time. we get hurt. we get tired of life and its misery.

but no i'm not tired yet. i noe i hv to do something, sad to say i dunno how, but all i noe is i wanna get out of this place and experience something new!!! :))))

`urgh i miss my eyelash extensions!!!!!