There was once a time where in this world I was the main character in the story, it felt as if I was walking on clouds and my heart, always pounding, That feeling was good, as if our love filled up to the skies. One man came who gave me that happiness but like that, he left.

I used to have only one dream. As i grow older, that dream become into more dreams and so on. last time, my very one dream was to travel the world, to look at the different landscapes and admire the beauty of earth, to experience different cultures in all parts of the world, to eat so many foods from different restaurants and to get in touch with people of the world. until now i still believe in this dream but i find myself distancing from ppl, from my own feelings.

When i was 16, i dreamt of having good grades and then goin on to junior college. if i could get better, i wanted to further my studies abroad at some good college in the states. i guess i read too many books during tt time. those books perked me up and made me think of how life will be different if i was overseas, if i was a freshmen in some preppy college, if i was an exchange student working at a restaurant and of cos going to a prom night as of all girls' dreams. But then after 9/11, i figured it was too dangerous to study there so i shelved that dream till it would be more appropriate. teehee

when i was 17 and 18, i was studying business in poly. i had a little dream of being successful at work, earning loads of money so i could buy alot of clothes and makeup. i wanted to do well in school, find a bf and live beautifully. most of it came true, and then i found myself dreaming to be with my love together forever, to spend each day thinking and missing each other, to cook and to have a happy family in future. i wanted to do things that others did, so sweet and never forget about the memories in life. we dreamt of opening a toyshop, making money, going places. and then i wish for time to be like this so amazing always.

at 19, i dream of making more money to satisfy my horrible shopping habits. it jus goes continuously. i dream of a love which will be everlasting and i dream of being able to judge people as i grow older. who's good who's bad i want to noe. i wish that life will take a back seat and pass slowly so that i can enjoy the little things in life that i probably missed out or will. i still dream of travelling very much nowadays and one day i hope i can settle down in some countryside when i'm old. however if i'm still young, i wanna live in big cities, walk down the cobbled streets, or pass by the endless buildings, living in apartments that overlook the buzz in the city.

`dreams can be so interesting if only you dare to.