Oh man... Projects and projects will kill me sooner or later... i guess the whole sch is busy with them.. everyday rushing in the labs, working till late nite, getting stressed whether the damn proj is gd, editting and spotting no mistakes which appear in the end... this is poly's life. put in alot of effort to get sth done to show our tutors, who will either reprimand or compliment the work.. it's all last minute efforts, tts for us. sometimes we blame ourselves for being so slack and not being consistent, and promise ourselves we'll not be lazy next time round... BUT! it actually repeats again. The punishment are: Rushing and feeling sooo stressed and tired.
Opportunity cost they say. but lucky for our grp, we hardly stay back till 7 plus, or none. we rushed at the speed of light, but managed to get things done.. wahahha i'm so proud of us. actually i like slacking in the lab and surfing web. reaching sch at 9 sth to book comp and then do our work.. this is life? lacklustre. onli go out on weekends to relax. problems like schwork, love, family begin piling up at the most crucial point of busy-"paradise". tts when things will crumble if u aint strong enuf to hang on. motivation can help though.. Hey tts why Maslow is soo popular here.. u do get motivated by him when he's supposedly appearing in ur papers.
Chingay is a very huge event, very like masquerade frm different countries. soo many people, i witness my first firecracker in singapore.. loud and bombastic. HEE. i tot wut happen.. and there's the music and crowd sifting through crowds. lonely day. until met up with friends.. actually singapore is abit boring now, there's hardly any place new we can go.. hmm..
crystal's bday went to walk ard and eat cake.. hahah gave her a surprise when nancy pretended not to come.. ate at ramen ten wow the noodles are damn hot and its not bad.. ajisen is better.. but this is cheaper. the cake was black and round.. wahahha.. took many pictures i look fat-faced. sigh~ it's hard to give up food when its one of my favorite kind of motivation in life. i like to munch alot.. yummy.
it's valentine's day!! no sch today! right at 12am, darling wished me first!! grr i tot i can be faster than him but i feel so touched(by a pig) wahahah.. met up with him in sch.. saw the stalls selling flowers.. haha.. sat down and read the biz news for awhile.. very crappy. saw yilin and went down canteen to wait.. talked with crystal b4 he came.. hahaha.. went to city hall area first.. hehe darling gave me a love-a-lot carebear on the bus.. the hair is very straight, unlike the other babies.. wahahah.. sorry i was abit disappointed tt time, becos i tot u onli give me the bear and no flowers... heeh mayb i am very greedy, i wan 12 roses also.. we walk to peninsula, then go to simply toys' new store.. wahaha we walking near the big building outside padang if i'm not wrong.. then saw many ppl there.. ppl acting... nothing special.. but guess wut! vincent ng is there!! omg he's so cute. wahahhaa.. we still blur blur walk further until darling stop. he said vincent ng saw us and smiled at us or wut i forgot.. wah lao i din see!!!! so wasted.. HAHAHA..
hmm then walk to boat quay tt area.. hee we were talking abit of crap and rubbish abt the stone figures.. my friends and cats! the other one at esplanade eating. wahaha.. then darling bought a red rose.. erm then i felt better altho i also say i wan a pink one.. hahahahha.. forgive me!! oh the new store actually got quite many things i nv see b4.. quite cute toys there.. got piglet there and looney babies.. and many more! wanted to go esplanade but no time liao.. so go orchard awhile.. hehehe buy a pink rose outside lido.. wahaha.. dun hv 'niu niu' fries in mac already.. so takeaway jap noodles and sat outside Furla in taka.. hee special dinner. went darling's hse to eat again.. gave me a surprise! a pink flower toy.. BIG stalk, can take and whack. anyway i really like it cos it wun wilt.. put on my bed.. i'm very happy becos u care and wan me to be happy.. but i feel very very bad din give u present... will make it up to u!!!!!
`i love u and the carebear and flowers :D
hmm then walk to boat quay tt area.. hee we were talking abit of crap and rubbish abt the stone figures.. my friends and cats! the other one at esplanade eating. wahaha.. then darling bought a red rose.. erm then i felt better altho i also say i wan a pink one.. hahahahha.. forgive me!! oh the new store actually got quite many things i nv see b4.. quite cute toys there.. got piglet there and looney babies.. and many more! wanted to go esplanade but no time liao.. so go orchard awhile.. hehehe buy a pink rose outside lido.. wahaha.. dun hv 'niu niu' fries in mac already.. so takeaway jap noodles and sat outside Furla in taka.. hee special dinner. went darling's hse to eat again.. gave me a surprise! a pink flower toy.. BIG stalk, can take and whack. anyway i really like it cos it wun wilt.. put on my bed.. i'm very happy becos u care and wan me to be happy.. but i feel very very bad din give u present... will make it up to u!!!!!
`i love u and the carebear and flowers :D
Ahhh.. celebrated the pre-valentine special with darling! hahaha.. 1st vday with my bf ok!! we had a great time.. hmm went his house to bai nian with his mum first.. hehehe got angbaos from darling's family.. after that slack awhile then go to woodlands for the uncle ringo uk funfair.. walked ard causeway point, but its very boring there.. wahaha no pretty girls, no handsome guys.. wow, the funfair still mus pay 2 bucks admission fee.. haha..
yeah we were deciding which rides to take first!! got some rides like very normal ones, dun look fun.. so i suggested the GFORCE!! there was ppl trying and it looks exciting when the ppl on it looks terrified.. waited quite awhile b4 we were up on the seat.. mus take off my flats in case it flies off.. dunno how to describe the feeling tt time.. very anticipating ride. wahahha.. i nv take this kinda very very scary and fast ride b4, but for the fun of it.. wah the gforce really is gravitational force, because it turns up and down and back and forth and upside down like nobody's business. i feel like i keep falling and falling!! omg, very scary but fun. i scream until very tired in the end jus give up and close my eyes at the last round. cannot bear to look... wahahah.. when we were on top, can see most of woodlands.. i wanna see but cant focus well becos i'm scared the cabin will start swaying when wind blows.. ;< haha.. talk awhile then WHEEEEE~ fall. at tt moment i was thinking whether i will get hurled out of tt seat anot cos its damn fast to me.. round and round.. yell and yell.. Pure fun and get scary.. hohoho..
we din get the vomitty feeling until 5 mins later.. grr. haha.. but guess we're still quite strong, nv vomit. wahahah.. after this walk abit to recover, and tried ferris wheel. quite high and also can get good view.. haha darling was telling me it's even scarier than gforce becos this one has nth to secure us.. at 1st i not scared one ok.. then later erh hahah start getting abit giddy after wut he said.. ur fault! nvm if we fall can hold on to the pole.
play some stall games later, too bad din win anithing... it's so hard to get a prize.. ARgh.. but the soft toys not very cute also.. so at least i din feel very very disappointed.. yeah decided to leave the place in case we spend more money.. abt 50 bucks gone.. but still, we had fun! headed down to bugis for dinner and movie.. ate beef noodles at Lai Lai.. the 1st time we 2 ate together, together! yeah yeah i'm naggy. wahha.. i like the soup alot, salty salty.. yummy! watched constantine.. it was okok lo, i expected more action packed.. haha.. ate snacks again.. this time got 2 ah peks, they talked on hp very loud so rudely.. grrr. haha.. weird.. GO HOME!~ i am very happy, i feel loved by u my dearest, thanks alot alot to u for today's programme, i truly enjoyed every bit.. hope u do too!
`the best i've ever had.
yeah we were deciding which rides to take first!! got some rides like very normal ones, dun look fun.. so i suggested the GFORCE!! there was ppl trying and it looks exciting when the ppl on it looks terrified.. waited quite awhile b4 we were up on the seat.. mus take off my flats in case it flies off.. dunno how to describe the feeling tt time.. very anticipating ride. wahahha.. i nv take this kinda very very scary and fast ride b4, but for the fun of it.. wah the gforce really is gravitational force, because it turns up and down and back and forth and upside down like nobody's business. i feel like i keep falling and falling!! omg, very scary but fun. i scream until very tired in the end jus give up and close my eyes at the last round. cannot bear to look... wahahah.. when we were on top, can see most of woodlands.. i wanna see but cant focus well becos i'm scared the cabin will start swaying when wind blows.. ;< haha.. talk awhile then WHEEEEE~ fall. at tt moment i was thinking whether i will get hurled out of tt seat anot cos its damn fast to me.. round and round.. yell and yell.. Pure fun and get scary.. hohoho..
we din get the vomitty feeling until 5 mins later.. grr. haha.. but guess we're still quite strong, nv vomit. wahahah.. after this walk abit to recover, and tried ferris wheel. quite high and also can get good view.. haha darling was telling me it's even scarier than gforce becos this one has nth to secure us.. at 1st i not scared one ok.. then later erh hahah start getting abit giddy after wut he said.. ur fault! nvm if we fall can hold on to the pole.
play some stall games later, too bad din win anithing... it's so hard to get a prize.. ARgh.. but the soft toys not very cute also.. so at least i din feel very very disappointed.. yeah decided to leave the place in case we spend more money.. abt 50 bucks gone.. but still, we had fun! headed down to bugis for dinner and movie.. ate beef noodles at Lai Lai.. the 1st time we 2 ate together, together! yeah yeah i'm naggy. wahha.. i like the soup alot, salty salty.. yummy! watched constantine.. it was okok lo, i expected more action packed.. haha.. ate snacks again.. this time got 2 ah peks, they talked on hp very loud so rudely.. grrr. haha.. weird.. GO HOME!~ i am very happy, i feel loved by u my dearest, thanks alot alot to u for today's programme, i truly enjoyed every bit.. hope u do too!
`the best i've ever had.
2nd day of new year.. my aunties and cousins came my hse.. then we scratch the zoo cards.. onli won 1 dollar.. waahah so kuku one.. later we go grandma hse to gamble.. play mj and blackjack.. as usual i lost a blackjack.. play mj won abit of money.. wahhahaha..
3rd day.. no sch... at 1st dunno wanna go janis hse gamble but then later it's cancelled.. then too late already to join des they all for movie.. so stay at hme and play mj with my sis, bro and dad.. win abt 20 dollars.. played until 2am... wahhahah... not bad not bad... luck was quite good.. feel so happy wahhahaha...
`i miss u...
3rd day.. no sch... at 1st dunno wanna go janis hse gamble but then later it's cancelled.. then too late already to join des they all for movie.. so stay at hme and play mj with my sis, bro and dad.. win abt 20 dollars.. played until 2am... wahhahah... not bad not bad... luck was quite good.. feel so happy wahhahaha...
`i miss u...
First day of new year.. so tired... got my first angbao frm my parents.. go my grandma hse in sk first.. play blackjack.. wah lao, my luck not good at that.. losing streak.. grrr. eat alot of snack goodies and drinks.. hang ard then go another grandma hse in yishun.. sigh this year new year like abit boring.. nt much ppl at the house then dun hv the new year mood.. fell asleep most of the time there.. zzz..
`happy new year pull ur ear.. ear..
`happy new year pull ur ear.. ear..
Yeahhh its chinese new year eve!! oh man, waiting for this so long... can eat nice steamboat, take angbaos, gamble and go out!! no sch today.. so spent my day cleaning the toys on my shelves.. put them all in a blue basin.. wahahha the rocking horses all look so cute and colorful in the water.. for one moment, i tot they look like seahorses!! haaha.. yeah i like to clean my things once in a while.. feels great to clear the dirt.. after that got ready and went to my grandma's house for reunion dinner... so hungry.. in the end finally can eat already.. yummy! the soup was very nice and i kept drinking.. ate 2 bowls of rice.. hahahaha.. yeah very full now.. slack ard abit then went to darling's house.. he was doing proj while i watch tv.. hee. then ard 11 30 like that, we went to his grandma hse.. ate paddle pops and watched the countdown show.. too bad cant see fireworks live.. but nvm we'll hv chance again on 23rd feb.. wahahah.. later went to bugis temple with his parents.. wow so many many ppl, so much smoke.. first time here on new year eve.. everybody wants to put the first joss stick of the year... hmm then go jalan kayu eat.. the mutton soup not bad, but very oily!! i like the bandung.. lalaaa go home~
`Happy new year pull ur ear!
`Happy new year pull ur ear!
Ji Mei flower place at thomson with my family.. wow alot of ppl buying flowers for new year. and there are alot of flowers! some is ugly.. i like the roses and tulips! very very nice.. i also like the chili plant pot.. hhaaha grow them, eat them. it's interesting to grow sth to eat!! feel like buying.. hahaha.. then in the end bought one small pot of hyacinth, i dun really like it alot, jus find it ok.. becos it gives me a eeky feeling.. too bad they dun hv small white lilies my sec sch used to grow.. those gardening days.. wahahahaha.. oh yeah the orchids also very beautiful.. saw a plant called buddha's palm.. looks very odd really. there's also gerbera, hydrangea, pussy willows.. hahhaha.. the cold room is very very big and cold.. anyway quite fun walking a big flower shop or place for the first time...
`flowers bloom bloom BOOM!
`flowers bloom bloom BOOM!
today is a very sad day for me.. quarelled again.. i was very very angry.. din hv mood to do anithing or go out already.. then later on, ok again when we met up.. tired.. we walk ard town with chewhong, eating then looking for movie tickets for Fighter in the wind.. had a hard time looking b4 we settled at shaw towers.. shop ard in bugis, wah so many ppl!! feel like shopping too.. darling bought me a Dreamy america life.. it's a toy food of the americans! wahahha so cute cute i hope can get the whole set!! but it's expensive.. so 1 at a time.. yoshinoya has the nicest beef bowl.. yummy. the movie wasnt tt great.. i like the cinema, very big and so little ppl... nice~
after tt go bugis meet his mum and walk ard chinatown.. we went the wrong way and drove one round in orchard.. chinatown alot of ppl there, so lively.. many kinds of food!! got turkish icecream, german sausages, mochi and many! can absorb abit of the mood.. wahaha.. not bad, i like to walk there occassionally.. remember tt time so nice also.. hee. ate chicken porridge at chang chen, quite ok onli... then later watched some auctions.. haha.. then go home!!
`i really had a good time with u
after tt go bugis meet his mum and walk ard chinatown.. we went the wrong way and drove one round in orchard.. chinatown alot of ppl there, so lively.. many kinds of food!! got turkish icecream, german sausages, mochi and many! can absorb abit of the mood.. wahaha.. not bad, i like to walk there occassionally.. remember tt time so nice also.. hee. ate chicken porridge at chang chen, quite ok onli... then later watched some auctions.. haha.. then go home!!
`i really had a good time with u
Yeap its friday and it's shopping time! orchard with angie and nancy.. hahaha.. lets JUGGLE balls! had a good time with the girls.. haha at least angie and me buy sth.. nancy cudnt find clothes tt she likes.. hurry!! ate at sakura again.. the chicken wanton noodles is horrible.. but i love the tomyam chicken soup and kangkong.. i bought a red polo tee, looks lucky if i wear it. hehe.. total i bought 3 skirts and 2 tops.. left with little $$$. after tt met up with ah bra and we slacked ard in coffee club.. ahh the food there is so expensive... din order anithing.. chit chat awhile then go hme with nancy.. so tired....
hello. i missed my BB's lect and tut becos i overslept.. then go school do my projs and slack ard with xinyi.. went orchard with darling.. hiak hiak.. dunno why but i love taking bus trips with darling.. hoohoo~ holding hands and sleeping on the bus.. wahahah.. oh yeah pass by sheares's bridge on bus 36.. wowwie the scene is good and can see alot of buildings!! if at night, i tink it will be more beautiful.. shop ard in heeren and tried on 4 polo tees.. guess wut! while removing the 4th tee, i realised it cost $84!!! so expensive!! and embarrassing aniway.. hahah.. altho it looks nice but nt worth it...
go far east, wanna go eat the turkish ice-cream but they always do tricks on u b4 giving u the cone.. grrr. WHY issit so hard to eat a tasty ice-cream? we told the guy we were in a rush for movie and he give black face.. then there's some ah beng giggling so loudly and waiting happily to see us be tricked.. like wut the hell... darling calls them tweets. wahhaha.. in the end he gave it to us peacefully and i felt so VICTORIOUS tt those tweets were laughing for nth..
`strawberry pocky
go far east, wanna go eat the turkish ice-cream but they always do tricks on u b4 giving u the cone.. grrr. WHY issit so hard to eat a tasty ice-cream? we told the guy we were in a rush for movie and he give black face.. then there's some ah beng giggling so loudly and waiting happily to see us be tricked.. like wut the hell... darling calls them tweets. wahhaha.. in the end he gave it to us peacefully and i felt so VICTORIOUS tt those tweets were laughing for nth..
`strawberry pocky