when they say its recess week... they are in fact lying!

this is the first ever holiday and i'm going back to school almost every SINGLE day. and i tot there wun be many ppl, but crap, the canteen's crowd is like every normal sch day. PACKED with long queues. went back for econs tt day and its really funny when we ate pizzas in the lib.. well, my grp ppl are interesting and i feel we have quite a good mix of character and of cos talents. wahaha i'm saying this cos econs in uni makes me feel like an idiot. *cries*

and then today i had my fave grilled lemon fish fillet with chips, this is so fattening! its a kinda screwed up day for me and my mno groupmates. first, my digi video cam is really crap i've got nth to say, my bro took away my backup cam, leaving me hapless and crazy. second, all the nice meeting rms are booked and we can onli makeshift here and there. third, i'm acting the indian woman, becos i talk like one if i tried. ARGHHH! i wore that sari, which consolingly, was simple and nice enough for me. if not i could have banged the wall and died.

so we met at 10am and onli started filming at 4.30pm. before that we spent time taking pictures, finding an extra v-cam and booking the rooms. thank god at least everything began going smoothly. and the coffee session at spinelli. hoho. but by then, everyone was damn tired by the look of their sleepy faces.. we managed to finish filming the whole video and we're so happy! i'm very happy indeed to be part of this team, cos we are all very nice ppl and we dun have arguments. and we encourage!! now i'm going bonkers for 4 projs and i noe it sounds crazy if i say:

`I love my teammates for being the way they are!
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This is a great band, with nice music, very good for playing at night though haha. hmm, u noe there's always a bad part to being online, we are too connected and money slips through even easier than our ancestors could ever thot of. i am so into online sprees and auctions, now i'm thinking of how to save up to pay my debt for buyin the samsung laptop. geez.

every week i am very very compelled (by myself) to just purchase something nice online. and it turns out i spent abt 150 bucks on clothes and miscellaneous every month. now tt i stopped working, where am i going to find money to support this horrible indulgence? diex3. hmmph. i keep wishing i can grow money out of somewhere. then i can buy my marc jacobs, bcbg bag, vivienne westwood and agnes b etc. this is soooo crazy. OH and tsumori chisato not to forget!! i am not being very practical here, but these are dreams u noe. afterall money is meant to be saved and then spent.. diex3. besides, i am wasting my time at these things instead of revising for my studies! this is so stressful and i have problems catching up now.. uni life is really crappy. boo~

One wonderful news: Kate moss will be designing her own line for Topshop. Its called Kate Moss for Topshop, and will be out next April. All HAIL! i hope she comes up with great and nice looking clothes, like those she's been wearing. provided its at affordable prices. here's a look at mischa barton and she's so pretty in these gorgeous dresses(i wished i owned them, yet again) :


`Now wut?

Dear Marc, i am your ardent fan...



Hello again, i love typing but sometimes pictures paint a thousand words. now elsewhere are having fall/winter collections, i also wished that sg has the 4 seasons. then we can wear sweaters, layering trenchcoat or plaids or flannel and stuff and wearing ankle boots!! how nice. think Devil wears Prada.

When i was reading Monday, i used to see this cantonese cartoon pig character called McDull. I realise they come up with funny cartoons and of cos, though it looks kiddish but i can tell u its another level of jokes altogether. u must understand chinese btw. here goes McDull's mum's tv cook show:



Don't be fooled by the boring start though, its funny at the back and full of shit. HAHHA.

`chestnuts roasting on an open fire...
I see you in my dreams. I remb the smallest details we've talked about. I cant control them anyway.

My 20th birthday with close frens, though i'm glad, but there's something missing. in retrospect, i missed my past birthdays. those special things we've done together. the first-time events. ok, as we move on in life, we're often reminded not to think back too much, but instead to put down the emotional baggage little by little.

Ok, so we had dinner in V8 movies cafe, the food was rather nice and well presented. I tried shirley temple which was not bad with the taste of 7up and something else. Haha. The omelette fantasy was superb, i'm gonna order it next time round.. Then we went home. Hmm now i can start to think of how to use the vouchers. Maybe on ettusais, or kino, or carebears at absolute comics, or in seiyu for paul and joe stuff. and topshop!! omg. i wonder if i can use it in daiso.. havent been to their new store at PS cos i'm so freaking busy!

Sometimes things jus doesnt go well, or u noe it kinda becomes screwed up. I hate to be forced, i have my principles and i wan face. yes i am materialistic at times, but i dun let it rule my life completely. what is real now? I am beginning to hate school as more and more work pile up, making me busy and stressed. I feel that i have so much to catch up with, i can hardly find time to slow down and take a peek behind the trees...

`why were u so late
there's gotta be more to life in fact, than just doing boring stuff. one moment this guy's alive, then the next second he's dead. its a scary fact that we dunno when we are gonna take our last breath, blink for the last time. and this is sufficient reason enough to motivate me to spend more money. like wut my lecturer said, why wait for tomorrow for wut u can do today?

its very true.. like if u wanna say i love you, why wait? like why u wanna take so long to decide if u shld buy those clothes, why wait? ok this is the new meaning in life. we dun take things for granted! family is very impt, when they feel good i also feel the same way.. though i like to shut myself in front of the com very often, i still care abt them.. i onli have one family and if i dun treasure them, i'm a bad girl.

altho i am tryin to save abit of my money, i'm still quite addicted to buying things. hmm. bought a new samsung lappy. quite nice and erm new things always are very unique. comex was crazy with loads of people and squeezing but nonetheless it was fun! i get to see alot of things. the deals were quite reasonable. as wut we singaporeans are bonkers about, DISCOUNTS and FREEBIES! my favourite. hee.

my group mates seem great, i hope it will be fun doing projects with them! i'm in love with strawberry fruit juice and milkshake. yummyyy. i been workin at the toy shop for the past 2 sats, bought a papa smurf and my long-awaited yujin 7 dwarfs! they are damn cute and for all things decorative, they made me happier. there's still a load of lists of things that i wanna get but its nv ending.. in economics term, we are all non-satiable. recently i'm watching nana anime, its quite nice and makes me mad abt vivienne westwood again. sigh. the necklace and wallet and knuckle busters!

now i'm thinking abt many things, like someone i've been missing i wonder if he's doing good there, like i wanna go HK to work, to graduate soon from uni.. i am very much in love with the life in HK.. it might be very hectic, but i love the hustle and bustle city, the beautiful peak, the busy roads, the endless throngs of people. but perhaps, things that doesn't belong to us always are special to us, that we treasure them much more than wut we have now. why issit we can always see something so far but not able to see wuts in front? hmm, maybe its nature. we yearn for things that is out of our reach. i dunno, but its always good to try to reach it rite? :)

`dai suki