A pointless life; having an attachment at sicc.
makes me feel like getting rich and buying myself all the things i want..
yet nothing can buy me your love.
met great new colleagues, wonderful food, a stressful environment, i can only bear with it. here i am, doing the best i can to answer calls, to type letters, to give the best front-desk service to the members. i am friendly i am nice. everyday its tough not to think about the sad things, and keeping myself busy proved to be of some help..
i been tryin to run away from my problems, but i couldn't move a single bit.. i was stressed by work and troubled with thoughts.. though laughing with colleagues was good i try to be happy, i try not to cry like i always do, i try not to think about u and me, i try not to love u, try yet try not to forget u, i tried i tried so hard to contain all the times we had together for the past 1yr6mths... the moment i wake up, the first thing was to check my hp like the times u would msg me every morning... nothing appeared however.
and finally i wished you were here
My love is gone. Wut now? This is so sick and terrible, becos i dun wanna hear all these ever again and i refused to believe everything u have said to me in the car.. all i keep doing was to stuff my brain with those happy lovely memories, and u keep flashing back in the mind, because darling i'm nv truly happy if u're not around. i cant talk i don't know what to say to make u stay again this time round. something's stuck in my throat and i stay awake at nite crying, i still feel the bloody pain tat this is happening again, much more from the one i love most in my whole fucking life.
it will be so hard living without u.. every moment, that i have remembered, every place we have gone to, the cutest u have given to me with ur love, the little toy babies, yet things had come till the very end i had no choice but to let u break away from me... neither do i wan u to lie to me nor me to force us to reach an ending that would leave us all fake and unhappy..
the tears keep flowing, i keep thinking and i'm going crazy
`without you i'm nothing, really
it will be so hard living without u.. every moment, that i have remembered, every place we have gone to, the cutest u have given to me with ur love, the little toy babies, yet things had come till the very end i had no choice but to let u break away from me... neither do i wan u to lie to me nor me to force us to reach an ending that would leave us all fake and unhappy..
the tears keep flowing, i keep thinking and i'm going crazy
`without you i'm nothing, really
It's been a long while...
exams over, holidays start before i plunge into the dreaded SIP!! But i cant really care much except tt i will really whine alot if i gotten a bad LOCATION and pay and colleagues. So, had to enjoy as much as i can, sounds like death but its onli temporary. HOWEVER, sometimes the worst u hv expected jus happens even in such situations. Such as going to the toilet jus to realise u forgot to unzip, like having to throw away the money instead of receipt, etc. Watched the longest yard and one more chance, both are really funny. i like LY better cos its REALLY funny and there's adam sandler. Both are prison-related. Seems to be in tune with the govt's recent yellow ribbon campaign. As usual, i hv no much comments i rather be sitting on the fence.
Yes, my 19th bday is coming on friday. wonder wut i will get, wonder wut will it be like, and definitely i am happy! Will be going zouk on wednesday with the girls! Cant wait to eat sakura too cos we are all foodies. Nv been there to club yet except for fleas. Like wut crystal says, its a virgin visit! Eheh, guess will be celebrating again on fri. Crazy about wanroom toys cos its damn cute with those puppy faces on the furniture!!
Sometimes, things get a little boring. Looks like ur fingers are so far apart from each other, they still are together. I wish there wasn't such things as sip, or others, so i wun be far away. I wish i was the one u confided in, so i wun be far away too. Many things detach as time passes, yet i am resisting the power and i dun wan to be alone to do so. Sometimes, i dunno wut love is or should be like. Issit to be with each other everyday and not leave an inch apart? Or could it exist in the form of less intense kind and not as much contact? Will it be as lovely? I worry becos i will feel detached. Its tough only meeting 52 days in a year. Miss those school days studying together.
Ahh, playing games can be fun and funny. Played tennis game on xbox with my idiotic brother, ok its really funny cos i din know how to control Pete Sampras tt day and ended laughing like mad. He's like running ard the whole court and missing the balls. Wahahaa. Trying to make full use of the hols actually.
`Sweet-talkings and many "i love u"..
exams over, holidays start before i plunge into the dreaded SIP!! But i cant really care much except tt i will really whine alot if i gotten a bad LOCATION and pay and colleagues. So, had to enjoy as much as i can, sounds like death but its onli temporary. HOWEVER, sometimes the worst u hv expected jus happens even in such situations. Such as going to the toilet jus to realise u forgot to unzip, like having to throw away the money instead of receipt, etc. Watched the longest yard and one more chance, both are really funny. i like LY better cos its REALLY funny and there's adam sandler. Both are prison-related. Seems to be in tune with the govt's recent yellow ribbon campaign. As usual, i hv no much comments i rather be sitting on the fence.
Yes, my 19th bday is coming on friday. wonder wut i will get, wonder wut will it be like, and definitely i am happy! Will be going zouk on wednesday with the girls! Cant wait to eat sakura too cos we are all foodies. Nv been there to club yet except for fleas. Like wut crystal says, its a virgin visit! Eheh, guess will be celebrating again on fri. Crazy about wanroom toys cos its damn cute with those puppy faces on the furniture!!
Sometimes, things get a little boring. Looks like ur fingers are so far apart from each other, they still are together. I wish there wasn't such things as sip, or others, so i wun be far away. I wish i was the one u confided in, so i wun be far away too. Many things detach as time passes, yet i am resisting the power and i dun wan to be alone to do so. Sometimes, i dunno wut love is or should be like. Issit to be with each other everyday and not leave an inch apart? Or could it exist in the form of less intense kind and not as much contact? Will it be as lovely? I worry becos i will feel detached. Its tough only meeting 52 days in a year. Miss those school days studying together.
Ahh, playing games can be fun and funny. Played tennis game on xbox with my idiotic brother, ok its really funny cos i din know how to control Pete Sampras tt day and ended laughing like mad. He's like running ard the whole court and missing the balls. Wahahaa. Trying to make full use of the hols actually.
`Sweet-talkings and many "i love u"..