If only

i dreamt we worked out eventually. yeah u and me, holding hands happily. if there's a song that sings about "if-onlys", it wud have been my favorite song for sure.. i've thought abt it so much, i actually think it was real for a moment. it feels like, i've been living it these while, never knowing this would never ever happen. given myself too much hope, in search of love.

at time 00:00

i woke up to realise u're actually not in love with me. i rearrange my thoughts, i snap back. hmm-fmph. i need to stop this, i need to stop seeing.

hint: it's all unreal, what u all are seeing now.

`it's another u, btw. no, not u.