Steamboat + HK Trip 08

when it comes to money... it's all on the faces!

kudos to jerry for being so adaptable anywhere anytime!
i've always been to avenue of stars in the night, so finally i had a chance to go in the day. it was very cloudy, pretty nonetheless, but not as captivating as the night one!

clara and me

their dogs are so cute!

"watcha lookin' at..?!"

this dog likes minnie mouse.... wahaha

thru the harbour, on a rainy afternoon
harbour at night

i still miss the scene last year!

"VINCENT"

Starry, starry night.
Paint your palette blue and grey,
Look out on a summer's day,
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul.
Shadows on the hills,
Sketch the trees and the daffodils,
Catch the breeze and the winter chills,
In colors on the snowy linen land.

Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they did not know how.
Perhaps they'll listen now.

Starry, starry night.
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze,
Swirling clouds in violet haze,
Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue.
Colors changing hue, morning field of amber grain,
Weathered faces lined in pain,
Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand.

Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they did not know how.
Perhaps they'll listen now.

For they could not love you,
But still your love was true.
And when no hope was left in sight
On that starry, starry night,
You took your life, as lovers often do.
But I could have told you, Vincent,
This world was never meant for one
As beautiful as you.

Starry, starry night.
Portraits hung in empty halls,
Frameless head on nameless walls,
With eyes that watch the world and can't forget.
Like the strangers that you've met,
The ragged men in the ragged clothes,
The silver thorn of bloody rose,
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow.

Now I think I know what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they're not listening still.
Perhaps they never will...

当你爱上一个人的时候，无论你为他付出了多少，你都会觉得还是不够。。。

`starry starry night

hello! hmm i'm now in the airport waiting to check in. i think abt the rain i feel down. maybe i shld think more abt wut to buy! if any of u do miss me, u can sms me to tell me so! :) wahaha. be back soon with lots of loots hopefully***

“曾经”

是上天赐给我们的诅咒。

人家都常说：

我曾经拥有过，我曾经爱过， 我曾经富有，我曾经年轻过。。。

会用到“曾经”两个字的人，都曾经拥有过某些东西，可是却又失去了它们。。。

KL/Genting Trip!

Embarked on a roadtrip to KL on friday morning with the group! hui's driving us up there so the rest of us, talk cork sing song eat snacks and slp in the car. wahaha. our 1st day's at KL, went shopping in the Pavillion. ate at some ichiban sushi restaurant. damn full until i feel like rolling back to hotel. we all shared a room together, shi cozy de lo! can talk and laugh together-gather. our 2nd day at genting, the weather was super duper cooling and nice! reminds me of china. we hang out at the casino for dunno hw many hours. played dai-sai and lost! boring. now i noe why gamblers are forever gambling for that one small chance to strike it big. then we drove back to KL to have dinner and walk around. ate the turkish ice-cream, lucky that uncle kept singing and only trick once and stop! unlike the far east one.... really non-stop hits lo. wanted to sing ktv but it wasn't worth it and movie seats were sold out so.. we head back to the hotel with food and drinks. in the end we all sleep and nv play games wahaha. our last day we went to eat bak kuteh and to times square before going to JB. watched kungfu panda and it was super funny lah! the pint-sized shi-fu is really cork and cute!

ta-dah! our toilet! it's quite nice actually if u seen it real

our room, yes we all squeezed together!
drk's sexy pose

zhijun's take 2 (take 1 was in HK 06)
us at genting
tv time for the kids!

i am missing the road trip already! the fun, laughter, joy, no angers no whatsoever. hope all of us can go together somewhere again soooon. hehe.

p.s. u guys are the best people to be with ah!

`counting down to HK trip for nowww

Dear X,

are u the boy, who is real? who nv pretends but shows his innermost thoughts and feelings?

are u the boy, who calls me only when u need me?

are u the boy, who remembers wut i like and dislike?

are u the boy, who is unfathomable?

are u the boy, who can't see me as wut i am not?

are u the boy, who thinks i am just somebody?

are u the boy, who didn't notice how much i wanted to, hold ur hands and be safe with?

are u the boy, who tells me i am nobody to u, becos in ur eyes, there's someone else?

are u the boy, who perceives my way of love and concern as indifferent?

are u the boy, who will maybe see my worth and love?

`woah-ho

If only

i dreamt we worked out eventually. yeah u and me, holding hands happily. if there's a song that sings about "if-onlys", it wud have been my favorite song for sure.. i've thought abt it so much, i actually think it was real for a moment. it feels like, i've been living it these while, never knowing this would never ever happen. given myself too much hope, in search of love.

at time 00:00

i woke up to realise u're actually not in love with me. i rearrange my thoughts, i snap back. hmm-fmph. i need to stop this, i need to stop seeing.

hint: it's all unreal, what u all are seeing now.

`it's another u, btw. no, not u.

Happenings for May

Riding bicycles in ECP one beautiful saturday!

can you spot who's who?!

taking an ice-cream break

jenn & mewhere all the KPOs gather... at des's place
jenn & me again! at marmalade pantry
3 musketeers?! nope.

it was great, the bicycle session. makes me feel close to nature, close to my ideals. i guess spending too much time in orchard really pulls me away from what i need. i am so sick of orchard.. there's nth wrong emotionally with me. just that, i am really sick and tired of it. i need to do something different. now, i need to eat the shlahbahla-whatever toffee pudding again!

`hopeful