hey guys!@ i am back to the hole web. midsem tests are over after a week of studying hard!! studying is hard, becos i cant memorise very well as before and i tend to be lazy.. sigh.. made careless mistakes for a/c and cant rmb certain theories for PR and SSmgmt.. but i am so relaxed rite now.. dun hv to memorise 1000 words or take a break with snacks every few mins.. tt means i wun be brain dead or fat easily NOW.. hmm..

i love carbonara.

i tink alot when i am free. i ponder and i wonder and i daydream too.
"how's life gonna be when i grow up?" "will i earn enuf for myself to spend?"
"will i ever get married?" "i wanna cook for my love"
"i feel loved." "and love forever?"
"wut am i gonna eat next?" "wuts for dinner?"
"is this person crazy?" "wut is he/she tinking?"
"how to sew things?" "how to be free to do my fave pastimes?"
"moomin valley and toys" "can i dun work?"
"all things shall hail me when i dream"

ok. roughly there. will update if i tink of more.. sometimes most of us wish for something better to come along in our lives. being contented isn't really EASY. it is only until we are on the verge or already had, that we realise the importance of contentment. jus like i am not contented with onli one meal a day. i eat more than u tink. wahaha..

i've been watching alot alot of tv serials of late. i have become a couch potato! (i am already a potato but now with value-added "couch").. Really very nice shows like Ah Hock (local forrest gump?), and tt Tong xin yuan.. Ah hock makes me realise many things in life. there's something revealing abt it, sth special, sth valuable to be learnt. ah hock is a very nice man. but tong xin yuan is abt family and its problems, typical of its kind but i still enjoy it. haha..

so, i came home after my test and had a very good slp.. then darling called me to chat awhile.. hee. then crystal came over.. talked and slack.. crystal is idiotic! went to the roof garden of the opp blk for the 1st time after 4 yrs. very nice can see sun set and the mrt station and of cos the "hse".. hmm. today ard 7 20pm the sky was purple outside it looked so intriguing yet i feel uneasy becos i've hardly seen a purple sky.. first thot: "disaster or end of the world coming?!" aaeeey but nvm..

`Loving u is more than jus a dream come true..