I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
I'll tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
yeah i just bought a nike blazer.. Its blue and grey... Nice..hahah.. There goes my money but nvm since i will getting my pay today! Yay...Kinda regretted i didn go for the hospitality and tourism mgmt interview.. Argghh!!

`the blindness in everyone of us.
my lil bro gave me a duckie in a cup saying happy bday!! Sweeet.. hahhaha..Btw, he added me back to his msn and he took the initiative to tok to me.. wutever ah..jus glad that we are frens again..

`undoings.
Hmm went to orchard with my sis and i saw the nike blazer i wanted at Leftfoot!! But then dun hv my size.. so wasted anyway.. Then later went Sakae to find my frens and chat awhile.. yc called and ask us to go play mahjong. We went to joe's hse to play mj. his door number was my birth date.. hahah.. Finally i saw his hamster he often mentioned so long ago..The tv he had.. blah blah.. I sat on the stupid chair and almost fall off!

`yesterday once more.
its my birthday! lalala i got a toy cow from my classmates and a perlini necklace from eileen, janis and aveline. thanks alot!!!

`many many stars.
Ytd went out for dinner with some frens to cafe cartel..The stack of order-placing papers are free for us to use. In the end, jinhui wasted abt 6 papers..becos we cant make up wut we wanna eat.. Then nancy and me were laughing at some stupid things abt the menu and the papers.. my chicken meal was okok.. nancy's fish fillet was gd.. and the meat lovers' meal was weird becos it had pork, beef, and chicken if i'm nt wrong and the pork is a long long sausage...hahahha and i drank a chocomint slurp. i LOVE mint. at 1st wanna watch movie but some watch already so later walk all the way to orchard and then decided to play pool in parkway.. On the way there ah, i opened my presents.. wahahha the funniest thing ever happen..I got a nice bracelet from nancy, a sweet necklace from jin hui, a pair of roxy slippers with a simple drawing from des and a funny micropet cat frm jerry.. hahah i really love these presents and thanks again ok! The toycat make stupid meowings in the bus, and they were joking abt buying another one to erm make frens and reproduce many.. heheh.. went off abt 12 and then.. no buses left, had to take a cab...btw nancy came to my hse for a stayover! we talked abt our pri sch things and then we dozed off. its always nice to hav some1 who can talk with u so late and nv bother abt the time..

`Life's always great when it comes to birthdays.. cos i can hv presents!
had a gd time today.. Got back my econs results and i gt 93! Hahaha so happy.. And then later when out with crystal to orchard and i bought a new tiny sling! Heheh but then later saw one at mphosis which is also nice.. Later went with crys, drk, chris and some frens to play pool and went shopping for awhile.. Saw alot of gd looking guys today!! when i was eating Famous Amos cookies, my nose bleed. hehhe. drk said i have a menstrual nose!! and then they laugh at my nose.. gross... there was a lion dance competition in ngee ann city, quite interesting.

`The road not taken is the path in life u choose not to lead..
Itz mooncake fest... i went out awhile with some frens and family to play fireworks.. earlier on in sch i did a presentation of my csa and then after tat got back my accts test.. Just glad i managed to pass lah becos of the lack of time i had during exam..Then dunno why eileen laugh with derek and she went RED all over!! Tat was damn funny.. Hahahha... oh yeah after this semester, my class gonna get separated!! and everything gonna be back at square one again..mus get to mix ard with new ppl...i'm gonna miss 05...

`nothing stays like still waters.
wow its damn late now and i'm still here.. I dunno wut to do abt my blog but anyway this is jus a simple one i did todae.. I failed my essay and hatto redo again! I cant believe it but well, since i PLAGIARISED. This is wut i deserved. I finish my 2nd piece and hope she wun tink i copy or wut. I'm gonna get zero becos of this dumbass thing. Why is there such profound things as homework?! Now i am rushing my undone hw, anyhowing ard in irc.. i've been skipping stupid lectures becos of csa proj. Boring days ahead...

`Human proposes, heaven disposes.