okok my timetable sucks. why am i so unlucky? but i got Env Sci. so sewage, here i am! anyway, tml's D-Day. so i hope my new year's gonna be a better one..argh my timetable...end so late on tues and thurs! wahh, i hope there's interesting and new ppl in the lecture grp...i still prefer 0five.

`show me your soul

kk after shopping ytd i decided to buy a new sling bag for sch, fcuk tees, tees frm a shop and a jacket from U2. sounds like alot? well yeah. how?! all the tees are damn bloody nice i jus wish i cud buy all of them..too bad i dun hv much money.

okayys, this was the one of the worst x'mas ever... at 1st it was gd, we had dinner at nooch, talk abt many things as usual with crystal, des, weiming and kairen. ahhaa saw angie with her bf.. and then after dinner, we hang out at coffee club express. after tat, they had to go church and left me and crys stoning in orchard...met up wif jinhui and joey. walked to bq and headed to taps. arghh one of the lousiest bars ever. luckily, drk, des and kr came...hahaa. ate at lau pa sat then head over to grass patch in raffles place to sit ard..and yeah jinhui puked on our jeans! later on at my aunt's hse, i got a necklace, tote bag and ralph lauren perfume for xmas!! oh yeah i hav to thank crystal for her beautiful blue rose in a wrapped bouquet! geez. alrite, lets wish the coming new year eve will be much better!!

`merry x'mas

Legolas!! watched lord of the rings with the usual ppl ytd...it was very very nice altho it lasted 3hrs... finally legolas appeared..ahhhh! he's so mysterious. yeah man. went shoppin earlier with crystal and it rained.. met our fren to buy perfumes..wahaha.. i bought a pair of levis.. so happy!! hahaha.. i love it alot.

`To where ever it may lead...

heheh chalet was fun and the food was great!! especially the chicken wings..played ps2 with my classmates... we played wwe and the italian job. very fun!! erm, i also anyhow press the controllers.. at nite we went to the most southern part of continental asia.. the stars in the night sky was very clear and we spotted the hunter's belt... hahah.. walked the shaky bridge,played fireworks and all of us wore the lightsticks, chris looked the lamest with so many lightsticks!! we walked all the way to siloso beach and back again..sing all the way there. so noisy! yeah i drank vodka with coke...i was a lil giddy but nth much. the funniest thing was joey got very drunk and poor martin gotta look after him. wahahah. we were laughing alot alot... later aveline mopped the floor and i jus slp on the sofa... went home after chalet..so nice to be with my classmates!

`in the night of stars, the world became beautiful...

Cool weather. wake up rather early at 12 noon and then headed to hougang mall to hand in sth.. met crystal and went orchard to meet drk and des..okayy so we walked ard far east saw some frens and later on at heeren, i saw a super nice green jacket from Mambo! its more than a hundred bucks, but its very nice...crystal cuming for stayover! yay!! finally i wun be bored to death. hee. i guess i really wanna buy alot of things.. too many and i gonna prioritise which is more worth buying.. jus now in orchard, those two pigs walk so fast we cant catch up.later meet jerry and both of them started talking alot of crap... me and crystal dun understand at all. ahaha. went to bishan after tat to dine and shop ard with crystal's parents..weird but its ok.. i bought 2 pairs of nice socks for the new school year!

`Tomorrow comes with one desire, to take me away it's true...

yes!! my family left for China and i'm alone...this yr's gonna end soon.. how fast time passes. well anyway i didn really like it too, so i'm lookin forward to a new yr ahead. woohoo! alrite. so ytd went to watch infernal affairs 3.. i wud say this is a must-watch, funny at some parts, kinda confusing too.. maybe he's having split personality, tats wut i guess. halfway thru the show no sound, sad. wahaha. walked the streets, everywhere seems to be so joyous but i jus cant immerse myself into the mood. i wanna buy alot of things!!!

`Sumtimes the one u love turns out to be the one who hurts u the most, and sumtimes the friend who takes u into his arms and cries when u cry turns out to be the love u never knew u wanted....

so I'm waiting by a phone for the blessed ring
like a holy grail for the fisher king
time is ticking down like a metronome
rhythm for my brain, and it's ceaseless scales
I never seem to play them to the beat I hear
though my heartbeat is a beat that beats so near

so we had a talk last night about the heavy blow
that you dealt in fright, you're back against the wall
it was a puzzle piece, important to the whole
that I may not find to place within that hole
I never seem to put them in the gaps I see
like a puzzle where the pieces lost you need

Chorus
so I'm changing who I am
'cause what I am's not good
and I know you love me now
but I don't see why you should
and I don't see why you should
no, I don't see why you should

so I drift into the air like a moth to light
down the boulevard to the coffee shop
in the land of song, in the land of waits
my pen is bearing down on this lonely town
I never seem to write them down as good as him
like I somewhere lost the keys that let me in

Chorus
so I'm changing who I am
'cause what I am's not good
and I know you love me now (love me now)
but I don't see why you should
so I'm changing who I am
'cause what I am's not good
and I know you love me now (love me now)
but I don't see why you should
and I don't see why you should
no, I don't see why you should

HMM went shopping with crystal and rollerblading with desmond...i bought 2 tees from Hooked and a denim skirt from Heeren. Tis the season to be jolly, fa la la la la la la la la!~ so it means i'm gonna spend loads of cash. today i went rollerblading and surprisingly i fell only abt 1 or 2 times. very heng... ahaha i fell on my butt, so pain ok!! hahaha. then it started raining an hr later. we were stuck with many housewives, malays and some teenagers bbqing. very noisy ppl.. hahha later desmond fell on sandy water la.. later on, rushed to compass to meet nancy and crystal to take my pay...chocolates on sale!!

`december member

jus woken up cos went to joey's frens chalet ytd nite.. played mj and i'm quite unlucky when it comes to such gambling stuff. i drank alot alot of Justea!!! very nice!! yeah get to noe some new frens...they are funny ppl...hahah

HOHO! finally i laid my hands on the long awaited Emily the Strange pursie from Dessy. wahahaa. went orchard walk ard eat ard and laugh ard. crystal is frEAKING RED.. i cant wait for december to come cos there's more FUN!!!

`To SeE a worlD In a grAin Of saNd,and a HeaVen in a wiLd floWeR, HoLd InFInity iN the Palm Of Ur Hand N Eternity in an hOuR...

You are Secret Garden!

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Your soul is bound to the White Rose: The
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"I've been waiting in the dark for a long
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The White Rose is associated with purity, honor,
and chastity. It is governed by the goddess
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As a White Rose, you are a person of your word.
You may have a strong moral code, but
regardless of your virtue, you always stay true
to yourself. To you, love is the most pure of
emotional forms and it's just a matter of
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`worked for 3 days and i'm sacked!!! heheh
`my legs are so tired....
`ytd watch wishing stairs with joe and maurice at 1.50am. quite funny.
`went home in the morning...

So its been long since i've last blogged.. cos kinda bored of this thing down here.. haha.. here goes wut had happened over the past week:
`celebrated drk bday by eating steamboats.
`went bq..
`went ktv
`went esplanade many many times
`talk on fone for hours
`and then talk again.
hahah cool ah?! tats basically how my life was being tortured.. except for the phone calls to perk me up at night and morning... lolz. omG! i'm starting work on wednesday as some bag promoter.. hehez nt bad ah $5 per hr.. Thanks to my fren Chris who intro the job to us! haha money money, reach out fer me! i gonna save and spend the money on my levis jeans, accessories, bq, eating and again shopping! oh btw i dyed my hair reddish brown! Nicey.. and also changed the hairstyle for which 4 yrs it remained UNCHANGED. Wahaha..cool..well, things gonna work out between us in time to come, and i really hope so. i dun wanna lead a lonely valentine next yr!! tink i will cos u look at me, i dun seem like one who will hv a partner tat soon.. So due to the upcoming festive season, i gonna put up a new lists of I-want-them-ALL things i wanna buy.. heheh! i am practically crazy over tis! my mum was saying we shld go overseas mayb to hk and bangkok OR china. i am kinda stuck cos i wanna work to earn my big bucks but then i also wanna go hk to buy my tees and cds!! arghh.. so PPL which ONE shld i CHOOSE?! if i am nt going overseas, mayb i stay alone at hme and invite frens over for some mj sessions.. go out late and no 1 noes abt it! see.. i am mad.

`and so i long to be with you by ur side no matter wut happens....

Oh Oh. today's accts managed to almost finish it but i made some careless mistakes...after i came out of the room, he msg me... tellin me he's stressed over his papers..i was jus glad he share his problems with me, really. i cant concentrate on econs cos of the complicated graphs at the last chapter on externalities and some benefit demand things...

`actions and words: which is LOUDER?

Hmm.. added midi inside the blog.. becos of the coming accts exam, i went airport to study with drk, des and zhi jun. wahahha.. damn funny cos zhi jun kept askin the same qns over AND over again.. had a hard time explainin to him...finally i am quite clear abt my depreciation charges chapter...then we went to pool junction..and then bedok for dinner..

`i onli need u..

arghhh!~ how cum my blogskin doesnt work!! i gt NO time to change it and i hv no mood to do anything irritating now..ytd nancy came over fer a stayover.. went shoppin today! bought a top from POA.. and spotted one damn nice sweater from DKNY.. Kinda filled wif nice prints and it costs $199... ate fish & co jus now..very nice but its too filling...

`Love that turns into a drop of tear and remains in the heart forever.....

Got a presentation today... All of us were in formal.. we looked really different but nice...yeah i was late for lecture with crystal earlier...I wore all black.. The presentation went on quite ok..and i kept fidgeting..but its all over already ah.. we took alot of photos together! hmm..

`Black black black

Had a fun night at leen's hse..! hahaha we played mahjong, internet, slack ard like potatoes... The egg mayo eileen made was so tasty!! Heheh i love it... Yummy... wow guess i was really exhausted tat i slp so early at 3 plus... I could hv stayed up longer... But i saw crystal slping so soundly i cant help it wut... stayovers are always fun.

`Free me from sorrows, cry me from sinfulness

So many projs deadlines coming up and i'm so tired of them!!! I'm mad abt playing gunbound this few days.. hahah.. jsu tryin to relax abit with this game....i still havent finish my projs yet..

`Tranquility of love soothes my heart, devastation of unrequited love smashes it

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
I'll tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

yeah i just bought a nike blazer.. Its blue and grey... Nice..hahah.. There goes my money but nvm since i will getting my pay today! Yay...Kinda regretted i didn go for the hospitality and tourism mgmt interview.. Argghh!!

`the blindness in everyone of us.

my lil bro gave me a duckie in a cup saying happy bday!! Sweeet.. hahhaha..Btw, he added me back to his msn and he took the initiative to tok to me.. wutever ah..jus glad that we are frens again..

`undoings.

Hmm went to orchard with my sis and i saw the nike blazer i wanted at Leftfoot!! But then dun hv my size.. so wasted anyway.. Then later went Sakae to find my frens and chat awhile.. yc called and ask us to go play mahjong. We went to joe's hse to play mj. his door number was my birth date.. hahah.. Finally i saw his hamster he often mentioned so long ago..The tv he had.. blah blah.. I sat on the stupid chair and almost fall off!

`yesterday once more.

its my birthday! lalala i got a toy cow from my classmates and a perlini necklace from eileen, janis and aveline. thanks alot!!!

`many many stars.

Ytd went out for dinner with some frens to cafe cartel..The stack of order-placing papers are free for us to use. In the end, jinhui wasted abt 6 papers..becos we cant make up wut we wanna eat.. Then nancy and me were laughing at some stupid things abt the menu and the papers.. my chicken meal was okok.. nancy's fish fillet was gd.. and the meat lovers' meal was weird becos it had pork, beef, and chicken if i'm nt wrong and the pork is a long long sausage...hahahha and i drank a chocomint slurp. i LOVE mint. at 1st wanna watch movie but some watch already so later walk all the way to orchard and then decided to play pool in parkway.. On the way there ah, i opened my presents.. wahahha the funniest thing ever happen..I got a nice bracelet from nancy, a sweet necklace from jin hui, a pair of roxy slippers with a simple drawing from des and a funny micropet cat frm jerry.. hahah i really love these presents and thanks again ok! The toycat make stupid meowings in the bus, and they were joking abt buying another one to erm make frens and reproduce many.. heheh.. went off abt 12 and then.. no buses left, had to take a cab...btw nancy came to my hse for a stayover! we talked abt our pri sch things and then we dozed off. its always nice to hav some1 who can talk with u so late and nv bother abt the time..

`Life's always great when it comes to birthdays.. cos i can hv presents!

had a gd time today.. Got back my econs results and i gt 93! Hahaha so happy.. And then later when out with crystal to orchard and i bought a new tiny sling! Heheh but then later saw one at mphosis which is also nice.. Later went with crys, drk, chris and some frens to play pool and went shopping for awhile.. Saw alot of gd looking guys today!! when i was eating Famous Amos cookies, my nose bleed. hehhe. drk said i have a menstrual nose!! and then they laugh at my nose.. gross... there was a lion dance competition in ngee ann city, quite interesting.

`The road not taken is the path in life u choose not to lead..

Itz mooncake fest... i went out awhile with some frens and family to play fireworks.. earlier on in sch i did a presentation of my csa and then after tat got back my accts test.. Just glad i managed to pass lah becos of the lack of time i had during exam..Then dunno why eileen laugh with derek and she went RED all over!! Tat was damn funny.. Hahahha... oh yeah after this semester, my class gonna get separated!! and everything gonna be back at square one again..mus get to mix ard with new ppl...i'm gonna miss 05...

`nothing stays like still waters.

wow its damn late now and i'm still here.. I dunno wut to do abt my blog but anyway this is jus a simple one i did todae.. I failed my essay and hatto redo again! I cant believe it but well, since i PLAGIARISED. This is wut i deserved. I finish my 2nd piece and hope she wun tink i copy or wut. I'm gonna get zero becos of this dumbass thing. Why is there such profound things as homework?! Now i am rushing my undone hw, anyhowing ard in irc.. i've been skipping stupid lectures becos of csa proj. Boring days ahead...

`Human proposes, heaven disposes.