It is hard to save money, really. I am so sleepy and barely skimming thru my schoolwork. So i tot i would jus go down vivo for a look for some motivation a.k.a retail therapy and then i realised i've fallen into a big bloody trap... river island's stuff are all so nice and PRETTY (but expensive)! its like there's always something nicely detailed in each piece of top. and in the end the damage is done: $188 on a pair of faded blue denim skinnies with bling blings and a grey pleated racerback tunic top. PLEASE kill me love!

`OH MY GOD!

A little peek ...


my beloved tofu-boy!


sometimes i love it here for being quiet, away from city buzz


i love to stash my stuff under the bed

`life will never be the same without peace and love

this is the year is the time we all (or most of us), will turn the BIG 21. i cannot imagine how long we've been rotting ourselves. will it be a turning point in life? hopefully it turns for the better. i wonder what does the future hold for us? it's like jus another few years more, we would hv completed abt 1/3 of our life cycle. talking abt this, ever wondered what makes ur life complete? in terms of fulfilment, regrets u wanna rewind, the things/people u've always wanted in ur life.

went to wenlong's bday on saturday. cant believe we will meet up after soooo many light years have passed.


we were the primary school kids


when was the last time i pop this shit HAHA

coffee club's irresistable drinks i wished i could have all .. like strawberry smoothie

slacked at coffee club with drk, des and josephine while waiting for the movie to start. guess it was funny recollecting those old times, gossipping, laughing at stupid things. the chocolate fondue with fruits was quite nice, i love the choco and strawberries! but super fattening. apocalypto was a little unexpected and draggy i find, i thot it wud be like those epic war movies instead of a one person fight thing goin on.. however, lessons were aplenty. i guess one of them is that luck really has some part to play in the outcomes. the man gives his utmost best to protect his tribe and his loved ones. i felt greatly disturbed, cos in these times, when can i find someone who would understand what i really need.

`i love my nails.

BUDDY's day out to town & he's turning 2 this feb! BUDDY = Love-a-lot

It's not like everyday that we get to meet our fancies. It's not like saying love is easy. Love, is like a colouring pencil. perhaps one day it gives u creamy sweet pastels perhaps one day it paints the canvas black like hell. what u might have realised then, can actually make u fall deeper in love or get yikey about it. its the journey we partake, it is along the process of learning more about you and me that we get hurt and weep, it is the times we will knowingly hold our hands tight and give strength, and it is at the tired end of the day that we will still be loving each other.

Now u noe wut is so bloody boring about my life and its missing piece.

Well well, we will be going back to TP for the open house and for the FOOD!! I hope we can chiong my fave yu pian mee fen and then hop down to MENSA for the western stall! YUMMY. I miss TP so much!!!

`Hello tomorrow~

I just got a rude shock. My fuckin phone bills in china is a fucking 369 bucks. fucking hell. with this fucking big load of cash i can buy my tsubi jeans and perhaps have some fucking change back to buy something else. wut the fuck am i gonna do now?! this is so bloody GONER!

now i tink i look like him below .. (feeling the blues)



`bye tsubi bye love .................. see you on the other side.

do watch school for scoundrels. its fucking funny. have a peep at the trailer!

if i had passed my driving license last year exactly on this day, it would have been one bloody year now. BUMMER! but anyway 2 mths more to go.

its been raining and raining for the past few days. needless to say it had been such a good weather for sleeping and weaving dreams. i had this wonderful dream yesterday morning. i supposed its the best i ever had. but the worst thing is that i think its never gonna happen. somehow it seemed like my heart was conveying to me what i have actually been wishing for all the while, but soon i came forth to the cruel reality and realised its all but a dream. how bitter.


my mind is whirling from the disparity hence, and now ...

`once again, happy birthday to the big boy!

In memory of Maxus.. Though he's jenn and hui's dog, i suppose we all did feel a tinge of sadness when we heard he's gone.. and we jus saw him on NYE.. I hope he's happy and cute like he was, in his new place.