“曾经”
是上天赐给我们的诅咒。
人家都常说：
我曾经拥有过，我曾经爱过， 我曾经富有，我曾经年轻过。。。
会用到“曾经”两个字的人，都曾经拥有过某些东西，可是却又失去了它们。。。
KL/Genting Trip!
Embarked on a roadtrip to KL on friday morning with the group! hui's driving us up there so the rest of us, talk cork sing song eat snacks and slp in the car. wahaha. our 1st day's at KL, went shopping in the Pavillion. ate at some ichiban sushi restaurant. damn full until i feel like rolling back to hotel. we all shared a room together, shi cozy de lo! can talk and laugh together-gather. our 2nd day at genting, the weather was super duper cooling and nice! reminds me of china. we hang out at the casino for dunno hw many hours. played dai-sai and lost! boring. now i noe why gamblers are forever gambling for that one small chance to strike it big. then we drove back to KL to have dinner and walk around. ate the turkish ice-cream, lucky that uncle kept singing and only trick once and stop! unlike the far east one.... really non-stop hits lo. wanted to sing ktv but it wasn't worth it and movie seats were sold out so.. we head back to the hotel with food and drinks. in the end we all sleep and nv play games wahaha. our last day we went to eat bak kuteh and to times square before going to JB. watched kungfu panda and it was super funny lah! the pint-sized shi-fu is really cork and cute! 
ta-dah! our toilet! it's quite nice actually if u seen it real
our room, yes we all squeezed together!
drk's sexy pose
zhijun's take 2 (take 1 was in HK 06)
us at genting
tv time for the kids!
Embarked on a roadtrip to KL on friday morning with the group! hui's driving us up there so the rest of us, talk cork sing song eat snacks and slp in the car. wahaha. our 1st day's at KL, went shopping in the Pavillion. ate at some ichiban sushi restaurant. damn full until i feel like rolling back to hotel. we all shared a room together, shi cozy de lo! can talk and laugh together-gather. our 2nd day at genting, the weather was super duper cooling and nice! reminds me of china. we hang out at the casino for dunno hw many hours. played dai-sai and lost! boring. now i noe why gamblers are forever gambling for that one small chance to strike it big. then we drove back to KL to have dinner and walk around. ate the turkish ice-cream, lucky that uncle kept singing and only trick once and stop! unlike the far east one.... really non-stop hits lo. wanted to sing ktv but it wasn't worth it and movie seats were sold out so.. we head back to the hotel with food and drinks. in the end we all sleep and nv play games wahaha. our last day we went to eat bak kuteh and to times square before going to JB. watched kungfu panda and it was super funny lah! the pint-sized shi-fu is really cork and cute!
ta-dah! our toilet! it's quite nice actually if u seen it real
our room, yes we all squeezed together!
drk's sexy pose
zhijun's take 2 (take 1 was in HK 06)
us at genting
tv time for the kids!
i am missing the road trip already! the fun, laughter, joy, no angers no whatsoever. hope all of us can go together somewhere again soooon. hehe.
p.s. u guys are the best people to be with ah!
`counting down to HK trip for nowww
Dear X,
are u the boy, who is real? who nv pretends but shows his innermost thoughts and feelings?
are u the boy, who calls me only when u need me?
are u the boy, who remembers wut i like and dislike?
are u the boy, who is unfathomable?
are u the boy, who can't see me as wut i am not?
are u the boy, who thinks i am just somebody?
are u the boy, who didn't notice how much i wanted to, hold ur hands and be safe with?
are u the boy, who tells me i am nobody to u, becos in ur eyes, there's someone else?
are u the boy, who perceives my way of love and concern as indifferent?
are u the boy, who will maybe see my worth and love?
`woah-ho
are u the boy, who is real? who nv pretends but shows his innermost thoughts and feelings?
are u the boy, who calls me only when u need me?
are u the boy, who remembers wut i like and dislike?
are u the boy, who is unfathomable?
are u the boy, who can't see me as wut i am not?
are u the boy, who thinks i am just somebody?
are u the boy, who didn't notice how much i wanted to, hold ur hands and be safe with?
are u the boy, who tells me i am nobody to u, becos in ur eyes, there's someone else?
are u the boy, who perceives my way of love and concern as indifferent?
are u the boy, who will maybe see my worth and love?
`woah-ho
If only
i dreamt we worked out eventually. yeah u and me, holding hands happily. if there's a song that sings about "if-onlys", it wud have been my favorite song for sure.. i've thought abt it so much, i actually think it was real for a moment. it feels like, i've been living it these while, never knowing this would never ever happen. given myself too much hope, in search of love.
at time 00:00
i woke up to realise u're actually not in love with me. i rearrange my thoughts, i snap back. hmm-fmph. i need to stop this, i need to stop seeing.
hint: it's all unreal, what u all are seeing now.
`it's another u, btw. no, not u.
i dreamt we worked out eventually. yeah u and me, holding hands happily. if there's a song that sings about "if-onlys", it wud have been my favorite song for sure.. i've thought abt it so much, i actually think it was real for a moment. it feels like, i've been living it these while, never knowing this would never ever happen. given myself too much hope, in search of love.
at time 00:00
i woke up to realise u're actually not in love with me. i rearrange my thoughts, i snap back. hmm-fmph. i need to stop this, i need to stop seeing.
hint: it's all unreal, what u all are seeing now.
`it's another u, btw. no, not u.
Happenings for May
taking an ice-cream break
jenn & me
where all the KPOs gather... at des's place
jenn & me again! at marmalade pantry
3 musketeers?! nope.
Riding bicycles in ECP one beautiful saturday!
can you spot who's who?!
taking an ice-cream break jenn & mewhere all the KPOs gather... at des's place
jenn & me again! at marmalade pantry
3 musketeers?! nope. it was great, the bicycle session. makes me feel close to nature, close to my ideals. i guess spending too much time in orchard really pulls me away from what i need. i am so sick of orchard.. there's nth wrong emotionally with me. just that, i am really sick and tired of it. i need to do something different. now, i need to eat the shlahbahla-whatever toffee pudding again!
`hopeful
GOODBYE TO SCH
i am back after a 3-month hiatus. i do think blogging is quite lame sometimes. but sometimes it's not so lame when i need it. damn stupid. i feel damn stupid.
very busy sem for me, it's over i'm so glad! i had the worst exams of my life cos i made careless mistakes in my calculations, i noe how to do! but i jus was careless and panicky. very pek cek if u noe how it feels like. tts the worst thing tt can happen ah. i'm gonna dieeeee and probably fail the papers, unless i can get some sympathy marks hopefully.. haha now i really feel super duper stupid.
the last paper was still ok. cos it's mainly writing. think i'm not so good at numbers huh? makes me think if goin into finance is the biggest mistake in my life yet. so now i'm like stuck at the crossroad. either go forth and finish it this year or get another specialisation which takes me another 6 months. SIGH SIGH! i still got a few more months to tink abt it.
so now i'm gonna spend my days thinking how stupid i am, catching up on movies, finding jobs to prove i'm not that STU-PIG and packing my messy room. i'm looking forward to it!
`ka-ching$$$$$
i am back after a 3-month hiatus. i do think blogging is quite lame sometimes. but sometimes it's not so lame when i need it. damn stupid. i feel damn stupid.
very busy sem for me, it's over i'm so glad! i had the worst exams of my life cos i made careless mistakes in my calculations, i noe how to do! but i jus was careless and panicky. very pek cek if u noe how it feels like. tts the worst thing tt can happen ah. i'm gonna dieeeee and probably fail the papers, unless i can get some sympathy marks hopefully.. haha now i really feel super duper stupid.
the last paper was still ok. cos it's mainly writing. think i'm not so good at numbers huh? makes me think if goin into finance is the biggest mistake in my life yet. so now i'm like stuck at the crossroad. either go forth and finish it this year or get another specialisation which takes me another 6 months. SIGH SIGH! i still got a few more months to tink abt it.
so now i'm gonna spend my days thinking how stupid i am, catching up on movies, finding jobs to prove i'm not that STU-PIG and packing my messy room. i'm looking forward to it!
`ka-ching$$$$$