"I love you, and i love you so"
i am not going to question if promises are made to be unfulfilled. which means whether ppl say things and end up forgoing them later. wut i'm saying is that, i'll just be glad to noe that wutever things tt i'm gonna hear in future from people, will be true when it's being said and it makes me happy for that moment.
i have given up on everlasting. even if it exists, i'll probably not live long enuff to see it happen.
`good morning!
Que Sera Sera.......
the fortune telling on the newspaper goes on to say that people like me tend to put love above eveything else. between love and career, i would definitely choose love. and hence, they advised me to be a housewife instead.
it's quite funny how true it is to an extent, yet places unto me a sense of curiosity the real decision that i would make if it really happens in future. will i really do that?
i imagine myself being a happy housewife, cooking and waiting. yes, it's blissful if all else is adequate.
but right now, i have a long long way to go and i'm fighting for my own survival instead of waitin for others to depend on, which might never happen!
`when u have love, u have wealth beyond measure
the fortune telling on the newspaper goes on to say that people like me tend to put love above eveything else. between love and career, i would definitely choose love. and hence, they advised me to be a housewife instead.
it's quite funny how true it is to an extent, yet places unto me a sense of curiosity the real decision that i would make if it really happens in future. will i really do that?
i imagine myself being a happy housewife, cooking and waiting. yes, it's blissful if all else is adequate.
but right now, i have a long long way to go and i'm fighting for my own survival instead of waitin for others to depend on, which might never happen!
`when u have love, u have wealth beyond measure
RIGHT(THGIR)
the equation doesn't work out at all. being moral is one thing, being ethical is another thing, being morally ethical is another thing! i cannot figure out which one i have broken. i'm afraid of retribution. not now but next time. karma, tts wut ppl quip.
`in which we cannot see clearly ahead
the equation doesn't work out at all. being moral is one thing, being ethical is another thing, being morally ethical is another thing! i cannot figure out which one i have broken. i'm afraid of retribution. not now but next time. karma, tts wut ppl quip.
`in which we cannot see clearly ahead
MOSHI MOSHI!
damn long nv blog alr! so here's a brief update abt my past few months:
Feb
damn long nv blog alr! so here's a brief update abt my past few months:
Feb
- Had a chalet for weiming, zhijun and kr's bday. we had steamboat and played card games and alcohol forfeits. wahaha it was all funny and FUN.
- a loveless vday.
- another bday for weiming at holland village and it was great too! being able to sit there comfortably for hours and talking cork, taking pictures.
- drowned with projs.
- ktvs.
- singapore flyer opening ride.
- horton movie weee
- we went back to boat quay, where we all MET and the reason for the best people ard me now!
- prawning was fun!!
- wrong things happening
Apr
- Ironman-ed
- scurry flurry life
- overspent
- jenn's 21st bday at ecp!
- nancy's bday for the 22nd time wahahaha
- KTV!
- dreaming of being a singer
- too much wasting time
- demoralised
`as u can see my life is becoming 1-worded. BORING
"ENLIGHTENED"
love, when it's gone, it's not really "gone". it remains etched deep down ur heart, but this time, in the form of memories. i was quite sure love was love, memories are memories. but only till now it dawned on me that both actually means the same thing, in different states. like water and ice. i used to define myself into "i don't love u already" and "yes i still love u" based on this 2 things. now, it seems to me i still do love, which i will always do; i love u in my memories, or ours.
`忘不了你，忘不了雨中的散步。。。
love, when it's gone, it's not really "gone". it remains etched deep down ur heart, but this time, in the form of memories. i was quite sure love was love, memories are memories. but only till now it dawned on me that both actually means the same thing, in different states. like water and ice. i used to define myself into "i don't love u already" and "yes i still love u" based on this 2 things. now, it seems to me i still do love, which i will always do; i love u in my memories, or ours.
`忘不了你，忘不了雨中的散步。。。
a bit of updates....
before sch started,
shop and eat and watching videos, psping, sleeping, walking aimlessly in the house, staring at the wall.
coffeeprince-crazy.
played mahjong with nancy, junxiang and cedric.
busy planning modules.
falling sick thanks to some flu bugs.
after sch started,
falling down in the carpark.
fretting over modules.
getting to noe new ppl.
hoarding 3 thick textbooks home alone.
doing tutorials and finding myself a little more hardworking.
before sch started,
shop and eat and watching videos, psping, sleeping, walking aimlessly in the house, staring at the wall.
coffeeprince-crazy.
played mahjong with nancy, junxiang and cedric.
busy planning modules.
falling sick thanks to some flu bugs.
after sch started,
falling down in the carpark.
fretting over modules.
getting to noe new ppl.
hoarding 3 thick textbooks home alone.
doing tutorials and finding myself a little more hardworking.
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a happy new year to everyone! :)
it's been a long year for 2007. hmmm. we all had dinner at des's house, then headed to fullerton area for the fireworks. it was really crowded as usual, with families and revellers and us. we walked by boat quay, reminded me of the old days we used to hang out there, reminded me of 1402 i had there, reminded me of many events that have flashed through my life for the past years. something there seemed to suck out every little emotion i've felt there: love, feeling romantic, scared, happy, tipsy, excited, crazy blah blah. i think i spent a whole lot of time there.
the fireworks were beautiful from the middle onwards. new tricks like little red fireballs! like always, the person is no longer there. i stared blankly for awhile and reverted my attention back to the fireworks. watched avp2 at 4am plus, hadn't done that for a long long time. tiring it was, but like a new year, it was refreshing in a way..
resolutions for the year. can't really keep to them from past experiences. probably i just hope for everyone to find peace and happiness within themselves and from the people around.
`cheerios to a new year!
a happy new year to everyone! :)
it's been a long year for 2007. hmmm. we all had dinner at des's house, then headed to fullerton area for the fireworks. it was really crowded as usual, with families and revellers and us. we walked by boat quay, reminded me of the old days we used to hang out there, reminded me of 1402 i had there, reminded me of many events that have flashed through my life for the past years. something there seemed to suck out every little emotion i've felt there: love, feeling romantic, scared, happy, tipsy, excited, crazy blah blah. i think i spent a whole lot of time there.
the fireworks were beautiful from the middle onwards. new tricks like little red fireballs! like always, the person is no longer there. i stared blankly for awhile and reverted my attention back to the fireworks. watched avp2 at 4am plus, hadn't done that for a long long time. tiring it was, but like a new year, it was refreshing in a way..
resolutions for the year. can't really keep to them from past experiences. probably i just hope for everyone to find peace and happiness within themselves and from the people around.
`cheerios to a new year!