Yoohoo its study week and i have not study for the past few days.. will be printing alot alot of notes becos the lazy teachers refuse to supply us with extra notes. Wut we are doing is detrimental to the society and environment, u teachers jus dun get it. Printing papers waste paper and OUR MONEY! i had to top up 10 bucks for my cashcard u noe. jus to print stacks of notes which i dunno will be of any USE. but jus to make me feel safer. sigh. studying in the canteen is quite nice, got food and the environment is gd. wahahhaa.. feelin damn lazy and had a very very terrible cramp. this is bullshit. i hope i can control myself till exams are all over. ok its getting more stress as i see there's more and more notes to revise. OH MY GOD!~
a very happy and sweet day... hmm finally all projs gone.. but still left commskills meeting.. we were thinking so hard and tired abt the roleplay until damn tired.. then darling came past where we were so he waited for me to go rent dvds AGAIN! wahahah... we been watching dvds for the past week, kill time.. so with a 360 deg change of speed, we hurry up finish the roleplay dialogue and went off to siglap..

accompany him to go extend his passport expiry date for the trip.. safra is a recreational club. wahahah.. so hot cos i was wearing the formal clothing for the roleplay which sucks. it was so unfair for our group.. selfish ppl who jus take wut they wan and throw the rest away for the remaining groups. they shld die early. anyway we went to ate Macdonald's and went home!

`boy oh boy i'm blown away
yeah, can relax myself this weekend cos there's nth much to do already.. stay over at darling's hse watch dvds and eating snacks.. we are going to be very very fat. but, nvm lah.. wahaha.. i really like spending time together like tt, we give ourselves full attention, can talk at nite till we doze off, watching movie and eating... a very wonderful and lovely feeling.

we went to travel agents with friends to check out the prices for HK trip.. oh man its the trade fair in canton and the hotel prices are soo expensive.. we decided to save some budget for hotel and spend it on shopping instead.. sigh there's so many things on my mind i'm scared will happen.. sad and angry... one day will i be alone again, will love leave me, blah blah... shhh...

i am very excited for the trip... cant wait to pack luggage and stuff!! gonna be very fun in
the airport, slack in the passengers check-in area... the airport is sooooo nice!!! can eat and walk.. wahahha.. cant wait to SHOP!!!! the best thing abt hk is the nightlife we dun have here.. oh man!! hehehe.. the preparation b4 the trip is the best things in going for a holiday... YEAH!~~~

`love be stronger..
Hmm finally finished all the projects... hope we did well after so much hardwork and sacrifices. yeah... Presentation went quite well for marcom, i din realise i was smiling.. but anyway i tot i was crapping becos i onli realised wut i am presenting on tt very day.. lucky managed to pull through.. must pull up my marcom cos i got C for my test.. quite sad.. hmm now left onli commskills meeting roleplay... i think it's quite boring.

Million dollar baby wasnt so great at the start but its best when maggie was beaten by tt cheat boxer.. its quite a pity, in the end she ask the coach to let her die... it's like she doesnt wanna hang on animore living life like this.. forgotten wut movies we watch also.. too many.. wahahhaa.. sigh life is bad when we quarrel.. seems neverending.. dunno why.. for girls, we always wanna communicate and talk things out.. but for guys, they dun really think the same way we do.. its hard. can cry. though at the end everything is fine again, i still do feel tired.. so, its sth i have to try, to have a bigger fat heart. Bop, bop, bop......

`really happy that projs are ENDING!~
Oh man... Projects and projects will kill me sooner or later... i guess the whole sch is busy with them.. everyday rushing in the labs, working till late nite, getting stressed whether the damn proj is gd, editting and spotting no mistakes which appear in the end... this is poly's life. put in alot of effort to get sth done to show our tutors, who will either reprimand or compliment the work.. it's all last minute efforts, tts for us. sometimes we blame ourselves for being so slack and not being consistent, and promise ourselves we'll not be lazy next time round... BUT! it actually repeats again. The punishment are: Rushing and feeling sooo stressed and tired.

Opportunity cost they say. but lucky for our grp, we hardly stay back till 7 plus, or none. we rushed at the speed of light, but managed to get things done.. wahahha i'm so proud of us. actually i like slacking in the lab and surfing web. reaching sch at 9 sth to book comp and then do our work.. this is life? lacklustre. onli go out on weekends to relax. problems like schwork, love, family begin piling up at the most crucial point of busy-"paradise". tts when things will crumble if u aint strong enuf to hang on. motivation can help though.. Hey tts why Maslow is soo popular here.. u do get motivated by him when he's supposedly appearing in ur papers.

Chingay is a very huge event, very like masquerade frm different countries. soo many people, i witness my first firecracker in singapore.. loud and bombastic. HEE. i tot wut happen.. and there's the music and crowd sifting through crowds. lonely day. until met up with friends.. actually singapore is abit boring now, there's hardly any place new we can go.. hmm..

crystal's bday went to walk ard and eat cake.. hahah gave her a surprise when nancy pretended not to come.. ate at ramen ten wow the noodles are damn hot and its not bad.. ajisen is better.. but this is cheaper. the cake was black and round.. wahahha.. took many pictures i look fat-faced. sigh~ it's hard to give up food when its one of my favorite kind of motivation in life. i like to munch alot.. yummy.
it's valentine's day!! no sch today! right at 12am, darling wished me first!! grr i tot i can be faster than him but i feel so touched(by a pig) wahahah.. met up with him in sch.. saw the stalls selling flowers.. haha.. sat down and read the biz news for awhile.. very crappy. saw yilin and went down canteen to wait.. talked with crystal b4 he came.. hahaha.. went to city hall area first.. hehe darling gave me a love-a-lot carebear on the bus.. the hair is very straight, unlike the other babies.. wahahah.. sorry i was abit disappointed tt time, becos i tot u onli give me the bear and no flowers... heeh mayb i am very greedy, i wan 12 roses also.. we walk to peninsula, then go to simply toys' new store.. wahaha we walking near the big building outside padang if i'm not wrong.. then saw many ppl there.. ppl acting... nothing special.. but guess wut! vincent ng is there!! omg he's so cute. wahahhaa.. we still blur blur walk further until darling stop. he said vincent ng saw us and smiled at us or wut i forgot.. wah lao i din see!!!! so wasted.. HAHAHA..

hmm then walk to boat quay tt area.. hee we were talking abit of crap and rubbish abt the stone figures.. my friends and cats! the other one at esplanade eating. wahaha.. then darling bought a red rose.. erm then i felt better altho i also say i wan a pink one.. hahahahha.. forgive me!! oh the new store actually got quite many things i nv see b4.. quite cute toys there.. got piglet there and looney babies.. and many more! wanted to go esplanade but no time liao.. so go orchard awhile.. hehehe buy a pink rose outside lido.. wahaha.. dun hv 'niu niu' fries in mac already.. so takeaway jap noodles and sat outside Furla in taka.. hee special dinner. went darling's hse to eat again.. gave me a surprise! a pink flower toy.. BIG stalk, can take and whack. anyway i really like it cos it wun wilt.. put on my bed.. i'm very happy becos u care and wan me to be happy.. but i feel very very bad din give u present... will make it up to u!!!!!

`i love u and the carebear and flowers :D
Ahhh.. celebrated the pre-valentine special with darling! hahaha.. 1st vday with my bf ok!! we had a great time.. hmm went his house to bai nian with his mum first.. hehehe got angbaos from darling's family.. after that slack awhile then go to woodlands for the uncle ringo uk funfair.. walked ard causeway point, but its very boring there.. wahaha no pretty girls, no handsome guys.. wow, the funfair still mus pay 2 bucks admission fee.. haha..

yeah we were deciding which rides to take first!! got some rides like very normal ones, dun look fun.. so i suggested the GFORCE!! there was ppl trying and it looks exciting when the ppl on it looks terrified.. waited quite awhile b4 we were up on the seat.. mus take off my flats in case it flies off.. dunno how to describe the feeling tt time.. very anticipating ride. wahahha.. i nv take this kinda very very scary and fast ride b4, but for the fun of it.. wah the gforce really is gravitational force, because it turns up and down and back and forth and upside down like nobody's business. i feel like i keep falling and falling!! omg, very scary but fun. i scream until very tired in the end jus give up and close my eyes at the last round. cannot bear to look... wahahah.. when we were on top, can see most of woodlands.. i wanna see but cant focus well becos i'm scared the cabin will start swaying when wind blows.. ;< haha.. talk awhile then WHEEEEE~ fall. at tt moment i was thinking whether i will get hurled out of tt seat anot cos its damn fast to me.. round and round.. yell and yell.. Pure fun and get scary.. hohoho..

we din get the vomitty feeling until 5 mins later.. grr. haha.. but guess we're still quite strong, nv vomit. wahahah.. after this walk abit to recover, and tried ferris wheel. quite high and also can get good view.. haha darling was telling me it's even scarier than gforce becos this one has nth to secure us.. at 1st i not scared one ok.. then later erh hahah start getting abit giddy after wut he said.. ur fault! nvm if we fall can hold on to the pole.

play some stall games later, too bad din win anithing... it's so hard to get a prize.. ARgh.. but the soft toys not very cute also.. so at least i din feel very very disappointed.. yeah decided to leave the place in case we spend more money.. abt 50 bucks gone.. but still, we had fun! headed down to bugis for dinner and movie.. ate beef noodles at Lai Lai.. the 1st time we 2 ate together, together! yeah yeah i'm naggy. wahha.. i like the soup alot, salty salty.. yummy! watched constantine.. it was okok lo, i expected more action packed.. haha.. ate snacks again.. this time got 2 ah peks, they talked on hp very loud so rudely.. grrr. haha.. weird.. GO HOME!~ i am very happy, i feel loved by u my dearest, thanks alot alot to u for today's programme, i truly enjoyed every bit.. hope u do too!

`the best i've ever had.
2nd day of new year.. my aunties and cousins came my hse.. then we scratch the zoo cards.. onli won 1 dollar.. waahah so kuku one.. later we go grandma hse to gamble.. play mj and blackjack.. as usual i lost a blackjack.. play mj won abit of money.. wahhahaha..

3rd day.. no sch... at 1st dunno wanna go janis hse gamble but then later it's cancelled.. then too late already to join des they all for movie.. so stay at hme and play mj with my sis, bro and dad.. win abt 20 dollars.. played until 2am... wahhahah... not bad not bad... luck was quite good.. feel so happy wahhahaha...

`i miss u...