AND NOW ITS SO SURREAL.

i dream of this a thousand times before; fingers entwined and very in love.

maybe you're all that i need.

`bow wow cow!
Feelin this, over and over



someone commented robbie william is like sex on legs, i think it's very true hahaha. at some points the cam goes to take aerial shots of Knebworth, with the sunset right back there, with such a large number of concertgoers, with the song tt i love, how i wish i was there too!!!! cfm very high. it wud be totally amazing, i bet.

`sing sing singgg
MONDAY BLUES NO MORE.

i was flipping stuff in my bag during fin markets class when i saw something reaaallyyy sweet and thoughtful from u noe who u are!! so ninja-style eh wahahaha.. u wun noe how anxious i was the whole day trying to guess who. and only till the nite came then i realised it's been inside my bag since fri!! i must have been such a blur one, and.. *sniff sniffs.

`we'll never drift apart.
The WEEKEND PARADES
fri:
des's 1st bookout! met up at cityhall first, while waiting for drk to be done with jo.. wahaha.. very hungry so even with sotong ball on one hand, i was looking like a hungry puppy at the canele cakes.... so! we decided to have 2 cakes and sat at the esplanade area. with good music, good place, good company and cakes, nothing can be any better than this.

drk came later and we went to max brenner for some choco sessions!! yummm. seriously i was getting abit of choc overdose. hahah. after tt we went town shop for awhile before jerry and jun came to meet us for dinner. chilled at mac watching the olympics, then to ecp! chit chat all the way till 5plus and we had CARL's junior for breakfast. very filling ah!

sat:
to town with des. wahahahha first stop to the photo booth! then went to walk ard and see stuff and met up with kr at wheelock. later jo came to meet us and we went to catch the fireworks. missed the black knights!! oh well, nvm. at least got pics to see. hmm this year's fireworks wasn't good. where have all the good fireworks gone to?!! gather gather with everyone later to hv dinner and to ben & jerry! took alot of pics and stupid poses!! bahahah. sigh feeel like buying the ferragamo incanto series of perfumes. very addicted. btw happy independence to the country and... PEACE be with us always!


`sweet dreams
"You and I Both"

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages for words
More words than I had ever heard and I feel so alive

`see i'm all about them words
"Somebody"

I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who'll stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
She'll get my support
She will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general
Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
She'll hear me out
And won't easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact she'll often disagree
But at the end of it all
She will understand me

I want somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought and
With every breath
Someone who'll help me see things
In a different light
All the things I detest
I will almost like
I don't want to be tied
To anyone's strings
I'm carefully trying to steer clear of
Those things
But when I'm asleep
I want somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly
Though things like this
Make me sick
In a case like this
I'll get away with it

`give me a somebody like this to love, won't u?
Shiver me timberssss

fri:
went to send desmondo off to tekong with his family and kr. my first timeeeee. wah it looks like a CHALET complete with the sea view. windy day today, shiok ahh! i feel like i'm reaching HK airport or maybe BINTAN or maybe wutever ah... then tour ard tt place and waited and waited. then nvm i spot the josh hartnett whom angie and me are always raving abt. spot my pri sch fren, and another sec sch fren. but i bet they dun recognise me!!!! hahahahhaa. then after lunch, they announced: "Parents, please bid your sons farewell." Really...... weird. so inauspicious! hahah. then comes the dreadful part for parents. 1 aunty cry like machiam dunno wut. shortly after, we have to leave! SIGH.

sat:
stoned at home, planning for the modules to bid on monday. geeez, i can't believe i only got 2 out of 5 modules for this sem!!! i swear the sch's system is very screwed up when u really hope it is working out fine for u. this is my last sem in sch so gimme a break(or chance) leh. but no matter what happens, i guess i have the advantage over other students bwahahaa. our handsome boy modelling is in the army, and it seems nobody meets up without him around. *dead silence*

sun:
still planning, making much headway alrd. just cross my fingers that the mods will not go into H/VH status please! i think i better not take essay-ish modules lest i get buried at the bottom when i SPAR with the arts students. and then...usual sunday affairs.

mon:
staring at the screen and wondering why i CANNOT bid for the modules. high chance they are already filled up but the STUPID SYSTEM is still showing it available for bidding. very nonsense reallyyyy. so i waited for another few hours cos my fren says she called up and they'll be fixing it. yawnsssssss. by the time u scratch ur legs, go take a shit, dig ur ears, u wud have guess by now i am still waiting in vain, sadly. so i gave up waiting! obviously they made an error, so i have to appeal and write nice little stories to the sch. they must give to me! i'm graduating this sem oei! and i'm taking the 3 core finance non-exam mods. hope i can manage ahhhh.

tues:
as usual i'm sitting down waiting, it's gonna be my last time staring at this shit. STILL HELL NO LAH! so i ended up talking cork and gossiping with jenn. teehehehhe. saw the black knights ad on tv, wanna go to the NDP to watch them ah!!! same thing for the fireworks! there seems to be some dead silence type of sound hissing at my ears incessantly, which probably means i'm at home too much.....

wed:
same shit (i noe its getting boring, but seriously i got nobody to whine to abt this.) everyone's busy now sigh. anyway met up with the girls for drinks at Obar. really is a "ji ling zai" place. HAHAHA. cannot take it. we talk alot of bullshit, made fun of the ppl, took pics, talk cork, complaining about love (or the lack of love). it's so typical, but i guess its wut makes it fun, and the myriad of things we can talk abt!

thurs:
SUPER SIAN. watched bleach. think abt kuchiki byakuya. wut else...... dunno if its better to hope tt time passes faster or slower. too fast, sch's reopening. but on a good note, it means our dear fren is coming out soon! urghh, i hope i get great grpmates since alot of mods are gonna be project-based. i am going to work harder for this sem to pull my cap up ah!! last sem's was a rollercoaster. any pro wants to help me with finance?!

fri:
is still a mystery.