"ENLIGHTENED"
love, when it's gone, it's not really "gone". it remains etched deep down ur heart, but this time, in the form of memories. i was quite sure love was love, memories are memories. but only till now it dawned on me that both actually means the same thing, in different states. like water and ice. i used to define myself into "i don't love u already" and "yes i still love u" based on this 2 things. now, it seems to me i still do love, which i will always do; i love u in my memories, or ours.
`忘不了你，忘不了雨中的散步。。。
a bit of updates....
before sch started,
shop and eat and watching videos, psping, sleeping, walking aimlessly in the house, staring at the wall.
coffeeprince-crazy.
played mahjong with nancy, junxiang and cedric.
busy planning modules.
falling sick thanks to some flu bugs.
after sch started,
falling down in the carpark.
fretting over modules.
getting to noe new ppl.
hoarding 3 thick textbooks home alone.
doing tutorials and finding myself a little more hardworking.
before sch started,
shop and eat and watching videos, psping, sleeping, walking aimlessly in the house, staring at the wall.
coffeeprince-crazy.
played mahjong with nancy, junxiang and cedric.
busy planning modules.
falling sick thanks to some flu bugs.
after sch started,
falling down in the carpark.
fretting over modules.
getting to noe new ppl.
hoarding 3 thick textbooks home alone.
doing tutorials and finding myself a little more hardworking.
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a happy new year to everyone! :)
it's been a long year for 2007. hmmm. we all had dinner at des's house, then headed to fullerton area for the fireworks. it was really crowded as usual, with families and revellers and us. we walked by boat quay, reminded me of the old days we used to hang out there, reminded me of 1402 i had there, reminded me of many events that have flashed through my life for the past years. something there seemed to suck out every little emotion i've felt there: love, feeling romantic, scared, happy, tipsy, excited, crazy blah blah. i think i spent a whole lot of time there.
the fireworks were beautiful from the middle onwards. new tricks like little red fireballs! like always, the person is no longer there. i stared blankly for awhile and reverted my attention back to the fireworks. watched avp2 at 4am plus, hadn't done that for a long long time. tiring it was, but like a new year, it was refreshing in a way..
resolutions for the year. can't really keep to them from past experiences. probably i just hope for everyone to find peace and happiness within themselves and from the people around.
`cheerios to a new year!
a happy new year to everyone! :)
it's been a long year for 2007. hmmm. we all had dinner at des's house, then headed to fullerton area for the fireworks. it was really crowded as usual, with families and revellers and us. we walked by boat quay, reminded me of the old days we used to hang out there, reminded me of 1402 i had there, reminded me of many events that have flashed through my life for the past years. something there seemed to suck out every little emotion i've felt there: love, feeling romantic, scared, happy, tipsy, excited, crazy blah blah. i think i spent a whole lot of time there.
the fireworks were beautiful from the middle onwards. new tricks like little red fireballs! like always, the person is no longer there. i stared blankly for awhile and reverted my attention back to the fireworks. watched avp2 at 4am plus, hadn't done that for a long long time. tiring it was, but like a new year, it was refreshing in a way..
resolutions for the year. can't really keep to them from past experiences. probably i just hope for everyone to find peace and happiness within themselves and from the people around.
`cheerios to a new year!